The power of our first lesson

It is a simple start off to your learning. If you are saying but Teresa, I have not did so well this week. Do not worry. We have this. Let me show you how God is going to come through with it all. Our study time just got easier for all. We will start like this. Trust in what we are doing for the Lord. 
if you still need help, make sure you go today to the store and get a new journal and some note cards. 
because, after you see todays, bible reading and prayer you will be on fire to do this. Plus, God is ready for us. Just read on. I will end it with just this prayer and the power that the Lord will show up for us in doing this.

I have the confidence to know this because he, The Lord, shows us in his words. The first three bible verses have our back in us bringing the lord to us with all things.

Now just read this prayer Today and watch your time with God get stronger.

Dear heavenly father,

Today I come boldly to your feet. Please help me to share with the world the truth of your words. Yes, father I know you are mighty in the land. I know your words have power like no others. I would like help today in learning them and sharing them back to you. I know this may sound funny to some people that I am sharing this with you in a prayer Nevertheless, I know I can talk with you just like a friend and so I will Lord. I know that you are real and true with your words therefore today I come to you asking for your help in studying my Bible with my readers. I know you say in your word in First John 5:14-15. “This is the confidence we have in approaching you Lord: that if we ask anything according to your will. that you will hear us. Then you share that, “And if we know that you hear us—whatever we ask—we know that we have what we asked of you Lord.So, father with this today I am calling on you I am asking for you to help me each day with my readers to just read your word and learn my bible verses. I know that I have the confidence in you to help us with this. You just told me that you hear us. So, Lord helps us with doing so each day. I know this may seem crazy to some that this is how I am asking you Lord to help us. However, God, I need you in all things as a result, I will start Just to ask in this way. However, I know that your words will have no void so let us start here Lord. You also say in your words in Jhon 15:7

If” you remain in me and my words remain in you, ask whatever you wish, and it will be done for you

. father I also want to share with you lord. In James 4:5, which we are not doing but I want to show that we know this is the way to make sure that we are approaching you with correct motives in what we need you will help us through it. You share “

When you ask, you do not receive, because you ask with wrong motives, that you may spend what you get on your pleasures.” 

Lord as I know this is not wrong of us to ask for your help in all things. I thank you that your word is so alive and true. I pray that you fill our hearts and minds with the power to feel your presents each day. By us learning and sharing I know we will see you like never before. And father I know this is your will to abide in you and you will abide in us.

Thank you, lord, for this help today, and all the help you will give us in the days to come. Sit with us each morning and evening to keep us in check with being always with you. 

Again, Thank you Lord. I ask all of this in your son’s Name Jesus Christ AMEN!

OK! See you again soon. We will build on this and bring God back to us like never before. I trust in Gods words to do that and so much more. Keep a journal so we can see our answer prayer. I know we will see some great answers to prayer!

Please feel free to comment on this blog post. Let me know how your prayer life just got better.

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let’s learn together! And watch God work!let’s learn together! And watch God work!

Today on my blog I want to try something different but the same thoughts I have had always.

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Now, let me share what it is…

I want to start really putting God’s word in to action and here is what I am going to do each week. I am going to put up 3 bible verses and learn them fully. I will write them in braille, type them on my blog, read the bible chapter where these bible verses came from. So, when I am sharing with you all I do not get out of context with the true story of the bible. Each time we learn bible verses we are going to pray Gods words back to him so we can watch God do what he will do best HELP HIS CHILDREN! what I mean by this is God wants us to lean on his promises however we are not following him to get his will for our lives when we do not save his word in our minds and heart. His promises are real and true to all of us, therefore, let’s show him that we trust in his word. Let’s also help by sharing with God what he is going to get from us by following his words. What I mean by this is God loves to hear what we will do for him and as we are blessed by him.

If you would like, let’s do this together.

I will blog at least 2 times a week to show how I am doing and how we can do it together.

My pastor has always told his church this is what we need to do to pretty much bring heaven to earth.

So, yesterday I said after hearing my pastor speak again on this I was now, going to work as hard as I could to make it happen.

I have learned enough braille now to make this happen. It will take a lot of time out of my day however God is all I need and all you need to move any mountains.

I do believe that my journey is still to show the world how God is working in and through me. I want the best for you and me.

therefore, if I can share my teaching and let God work through me with my Blog and podcast why not.

Here are the three bible verses for this week: first John 5:14-15, James 4:3, and John 15:7.

— The New International Version (NIV)

1 John 5:14–15

¹⁴ This is the confidence we have in approaching God: that if we ask anything according to his will, he hears us. ¹⁵ And if we know that he hears us—whatever we ask—we know that we have what we asked of him.

 

James 4:3

³ When you ask, you do not receive, because you ask with wrong motives, that you may spend what you get on your pleasures.

 

john 15 :7

⁷ If you remain in me and my words remain in you, ask whatever you wish, and it will be done for you.

 

Now that you have the verses, please start to put them in your heart and memorize them.

I am going to read the whole context of the versus. I feel you all should do the same in your bible time. This week for we need to make sure we do not take them out of context.

However now that we are studying them the next thing, I want to do is speak to God with his own promises to us.

There are several Reasons why we should do this. The biggest one is That they are the only words that anyone of us can trust. When we trust in the Lord with all our hearts and with his word, we can for sure know he hears us. He loves to hear us speak about him and his glory for the kingdom.

If you are questioning if this is true, let me share that Jesus Gods sun did the very same thing. Now Jesus did it really all through out the bible however, there is one time that I would like to really focus on and that is the time when he needed the devil to flee.  Therefore, not only is Gods words -promises great for us to share in the good news of the Lord. but you will also keep the Devil at bay in your life. I know there is a lot of places where God’s word was used for his glory and are help in time of need. Let’s see God provide for us as his children. I know he will not back down 

Let’s see in the weeks to come some great answered prayer.

Now let’s pray for Gods everlasting protection over us.

Dear heavenly Father,

today I come boldly to your throne with my readers knowing that you are the only true God, I am so proud to share in the good news with my readers that you are a God that is just and true. I know that we are not perfect at any time. However, I know I seek to be more like your son. I know I am your daughter that can ask anything in your name with your will to be done and you will have it happen for me as well as my readers. so today, as I have started this new journey that will show the world we can bring you back to earth by using your truths. I today know I have a lot that I need for you to come through for me and my readers. So, I will ask that you give me your will for our lives. I know my readers and I see that you can do all things. So, as we know we have so many unanswered prayers. we are coming boldly to you first by sharing that your will is better for us then anything we can ask or imagine for you say in your word. That

1 John 5:14–15

¹⁴ This is the confidence we have in approaching you: that if we ask anything according to your will, you hear us. ¹⁵ And if we know that you will hear us—whatever we ask—we know that we have what we asked of you.

You say in

James 4:3

³ When you ask, you do not receive, because you ask with wrong motives, that you may spend what you get on your pleasures. Today I do not want to ask for anything for our pleasures, but I want to ask for your will in our lives.

 

john 15: states that 7

⁷ If you remain in me and my words remain in you, ask whatever you wish, and it will be done for you. I today want to just see your best will for us. If healing is what we need. Then, however you give it to us for only your glory to show up in our life while we are still here on this side. I know that there is not one thing I can ask for that you will not have come to pass. Today I want to start out with just helping us learn your word. Then seeing the power, you give to us by showing the world the only way to go is by truly seeking your face. I know there is so much hurting people in the world today. Nevertheless, God help us fall back in love with you and your son. For I truly do know if we do. Your will not ours will be the true life we need. Thank you that so many of your children have gone before us to show that it does work. When we trust in you fully by reading your word and praying it back to you. Thank you for the weeks to come that you will show up right on time. I know this journey will be hard for it is not always easy to stay in your word but the glory we will see for your children will be so much greater.  Therefore, father help us to want to stay in your word each day. For we will see that it really does bring you down to earth to help your children. I thank you for my pastor that is always sharing the truth of this type of words. Now let us do so and see your glory for ever more. 

Thank you, Lord. For sending your son to show us how it is done. I love you for each and every day no matter my journey. Because I know you are the best back up plan we could ever have. 

i pray this in your son’s name Jesus Christ AMEN!

 

 

Teresa M. Guffanti 

God really is your back up plan

Have you ever had times where no one really understood your life issues? you truly needed your friends or loved ones and they just did not show up for you. you may have even asked one or two of them if you really needed their help would they be there for you. They even said why yes, I will help you with whatever you need. Then when the time came and for sure you also hoped that the time did not come where you would have to ask for their help. You even tried to do all that you could to not ask for their help. you know that it was a hard ask, but you really needed your so-called friend.

Then your so-called friend did not show up like they said they would.

. You even knew before you asked them in the first place that asking them would be an awkward thing for them to do but you spoke with them long before just so you could have a backup plan. They insured you that you would have their help.

Yws, you may be saying WOW Teresa I have needed a friend or two at a time of need and yes, sad to say you really saw the truth of that so called friend. That they backed out of there word.

 

Well, I must share my own life has as you know fallen apart. I did all that I could to help myself. I had a great savings, I tried to go to a place to help me with my so-called sickness of vision loss.

I do pray about everything I do not jump the gun when making life choices. However, the people in my life that I Thought would be there for me just gave me all types of reasons why they did not believe in me at this time or now could not come through and help me..

I ask all of you please never share with anyone or promise that you will be there for someone if you really cannot. I pray if you have shared with someone that you would help them out you kept your word. However, if you did not, I pray you never have to lean on someone when times are hard, and you see no one there for you.

If you are thinking well this will never happen to me. and list all types of reasons why you will not see this happen to you. Please do not hold your breath for life takes many tolls of which we are not so sure.

I do have some good news for anyone that needs it whether you have gone through this or not.

Yes, my storms of life are still harder than ever my story is not over yet. However, I will trust in the Lord to see me through it all.

I do believe God evaluates us all to see if we will do what is right not because he is a mean god but because we all have a job to do for the lord and that is how he can trust us more and give us more of his heavenly blessings.

Now, let me share with you one thing that I have always known and this you can take to the bank, God promises that in his word he will never leave or for sake you. (Deuteronomy 31:6,31:8, Hebrews 13:5, Isiah 41:10-13).

God has a bigger plan then man can see e that is why one can truly trust in the lord for all things.

Gods’ promises are for the long hall. He knows what we are going to encounter way before we were ever born, he shares this in his word as well Jeremiah 11,5,1 Corinthians 2:9. I may not like what I am going through nevertheless, God knew that he could trust me to keep trusting in him no matter what is going on in my life.

I may not have a home of my own right now. I may not have a job to go to. I may not have much to fall back on however, God came through even when my plans fell through.

He gave me a place to stay for a while with someone who really did not know me well. She has her own story for the lord God has shown up for her many times as well. It is not because of any disability that she has taken me in. For as I have snot leaned on what she knows with in her own disability. She even says that I have blessed her more then she has blessed me by letting her live with her. For many may think because she has her own disability that I needed to be with her however, her disability is not her issue at all, she is fully sighted and leans on the lord for all that she needs. For her sight may be gone however she lives a fully sighted life. Blindness is not her crutch. I just need to keep on trusting I the Lord and showing up each day with him to see what he has planned for my life. I know romans 8:28 is my go-to bible verse as there are so many others. No matter what this world may bring my way My God swill provide all that I need. He has you and me in the palm of his hand. And no one can take us out of his hand. I will trust in the Lord with all my heart and not lean to my own understanding. Proverbs.

I will keep telling my story on my podcast and in my blog so the world can see God shine through me in every way. I know I have a story to tell the world and it is not about me it is about the God I trust. He will show up for you and me right on time.

Even when you think the world is there for you and it shows it is not God will always have your back. There is no better backup plan then your trust and faith in the lord.

Every day I wake up not knowing what I will face but God does, and I will just keep on thanking and trusting in his way.

 

Dear Heavenly Father, 

thank you! For always having my back. Even when I thought I had a great back up plan you had my back. I pray that anyone that is having trouble today realizes that you are the best back up plan we could ever have. You know what is in store for me long before I walk through it. I will just thank you for the next steps in my life. For I am not sure what tomorrow will bring Nevertheless you do know. SO, I can trust it to be the best. I know you have me and my readers right where you need them. Therefore , help us in our time of need. I know that no weapon will form against me. You are totally in charge. Each day may be hard for me however, I will wake up with a cheerful heart. And know if you did it for Noa, Joseph, David, Moses, and so Many others. You will do it for anyone of your children, I pray the readers see you through it all my writing and podcast. For I have nothing without you lord.

I pray all this in your son’s name Jesus Christ  Amen !

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Be kind always

Love this….copied from a friend.

My dad has bees.🐝Today I went to his house and he showed me all of the honey he had gotten from the hives. He took the lid off of a 5 gallon bucket full of honey and on top of the honey there were 3 little bees, struggling. They were covered in sticky honey and drowning. I asked him if we could help them and he said he was sure they wouldn’t survive. Casualties of honey collection I suppose.
I asked him again if we could at least get them out and kill them quickly, after all he was the one who taught me to put a suffering animal (or bug) out of its misery. He finally conceded and scooped the bees out of the bucket. He put them in an empty Chobani yogurt container and put the plastic container outside.
Because he had disrupted the hive with the earlier honey 🍯 collection, there were bees flying all over outside.
We put the 3 little bees in the container on a bench and left them to their fate. My dad called me out a little while later to show me what was happening. These three little bees were surrounded by all of their sisters (all of the bees are females) and they were cleaning the sticky nearly dead bees, helping them to get all of the honey off of their bodies. We came back a short time later and there was only one little bee left in the container. She was still being tended to by her sisters.
When it was time for me to leave we checked one last time and all three of the bees had been cleaned off enough to fly away and the container was empty.
Those three little bees lived because they were surrounded by family and friends who would not give up on them, family and friends who refused to let them drown in their own stickiness and resolved to help until the last little bee could be set free.
Bee Sisters. Bee Peers. Bee Teammates. ❣️
We could all learn a thing or two from these bees. 🐝 🐝 🐝

I did not write this I should add, but love it. Bee kind always.

When God whispers to you from under the bed The Tommy Jackson story!

Do we really know someone? We can Google a person. We can talk to others about a person; however, do we really get to know someone sometimes. We see all the titles by a person’s name a lot of times and say, “I want what they have.”

Today I want to share a story about a Man by the name of Tommy Jackson. I can give you to websites where you can read his bios and see what the world wants to see. Tommy is a phenomenally successful man. Mr. Jackson has a lot of money and is doing well as the world sees he is. Well, today I am going to say YES! He is doing simply fine. Nevertheless, it is not because he is a worldly man at all. He has talked to many schools, agencies, companies, and many important places about his life success by the world’s standards. But that is not the story I want to share with you all currently. The story that I want you all to hear is one of great faith and obedience to the Lord. Our Heavenly Father. He was not born with a silver spoon in his mouth at all. If you really want to know he was born into a life of Hell. As he tells it the story that is. At an early age He really had to see things that no little boy should see. His mother was faced with a husband that was not nice and that is me just being really kind. Now Tommy does love his family with all his heart. Within his lifetime he has learned a lot of lessons to be a humble and forgiving man. Even so that does not come without a life of so much fear and wondering why this life. I really cannot give the story the justice it needs by putting words on a page. So, as I do so well can you come and join me in my journey and listen to his story. By Tommy Jackson himself. I am so glad to invite you to click on the link below. And listen to my latest podcast with my new friend from Clubhouse. Please grab a cup of coffee or your favorite drink sit back and listen to Mr. Tommy Jackson Come and get the story by him how he did not waver in learning all that he needs to find his voice in this world by The GREAT IM.

Yes, the Lord of Lords and the King of Kings. Shows up for him right on time. Tommy has a great bio for the world however, I am so honored that he shared with me the greatest story of his life His blessings story that God gave him for just seeking him out. This life that Tommy has is not easy at all. He knows when to sit down and go to the Garden where Adam was. He knows that there are days that are dark in his life, but he then will take it all to The Lord and not only Pray-talk to God, but he also knows to bring it to the Lords Throne 

Happy happy birthday one year to my daddy who is up in heaven. Celebrating his first year with JesusHappy happy birthday one year to my daddy who is up in heaven. Celebrating his first year with Jesus

Good morning daddy. Happy birthday to you up in heaven. I do miss you so much. However I know you’re up there with the Lord of Lord and King of Kings. Our last year here on earth was so very sad for the struggles were hard and tough. But I know it’s all worth it because now you’re in heaven with your heavenly father. I miss you so much I love you so wholeheartedly. One day I know we’ll see each other again. I know you’re in a better place and your later years are better than your earlier years. However I miss you but wanted to say happy birthday daddy I know you’re up there saying please don’t cry for time is only a blink away we’ll see each other again. Yes life up here in heaven is so amazing perfect clean and pure. Spending time with Jesus is better than anyone could’ve ever imagined or read about. It’s all true everything in the Bible is totally true. I know that’s what you’re saying up there in heaven you’re saying we get to read about it but you get to live it. I love you dearly and miss you miss you miss you I know you’re having an exciting time with grandma grandpa and your brother uncle Bobby. I just wanted to wish you a happy birthday on your new birthdate spending eternity with Jesus Christ. I love you and miss you your oldest daughter teresa

He shed his blood on Calvary for you and me

The Blood (feat. Chandler Moore, Nicole Binion & Ryan Ofei) – Maverick … https://youtu.be/avA6g_JjHis via @YouTube his grace and mercy are sufficient for me! My struggle is real but my God is sufficient for me. He died on the cross to save me from my sins as well as for you. His blood is sufficient blood is everlasting. He loves you and me no matter the storm the struggle to hardship. I will always have faith and know his death on Calvary was not wasted. He loves me and you unconditionally I pray I pray tonight you hear this and understand these words in the song are so true and alive my God my God

He will show up right on time. I pray tonight as I speak this text into my WordPress page you listen to the song and know his blood is sufficient for you.

Dear Heavenly Father

Thank you oh thank you Lord. For what you have done with your son on Calvary’s cross for me and my readers. For all that believe and have faith and love you and your son. Your sons life on Calvary was not wasted. For so may not understand however I pray they do for I love you truly and know you’re coming right on time. For my Lord and Savior I thank you for setting your blood for me. For truly understanding and coming right on time. For knowing my storm my struggle my hardship my love for you your love for me is everlasting. My words my texts my messages may not totally be perfect however who was who is who will always be your son Jesus who died on Calvary for me and for this world. For he was perfect and sinless and truly blameless. But the world blamed him for all when all he did was come for this world to save us. The Lamb of God who takes away our sins. Yes father I thank you for all I thank you for everything in Jesus name I pray amen

The storm is large but let me share God has done it before he’ll do it again!The storm is large but let me share God has done it before he’ll do it again!

It is about three am in the morning. it never fails I have been woken up. I did not think I would be writing on my blog page tonight. I was awakened because I have added another panic attack. For most of you all I want to share that I have now been having these attacks for a few months. My life has not gotten easier not at all. I have tried and tried my best to do all that I can. But my storm is not going away anytime soon. I still do believe that God is Fighting for me.   I do know that God is in control. I just think – believe that his plans so big for my life. I am not sure why this fight in my life has been going on for so long. I do want this to be over wit as well. Nevertheless, the storm is not changed but, I will not stop having faith in My God. I am writing to you tonight because as I sit here and try to work out my panic attack. I got an alert on my phone from this blog. Someone has sent me a message saying that they like my blog called Fighting for us.

Again, As I was trying to just work out my panic attack. So, I grabbed my cell phone to see what my message said for that post. It brought tears to my eyes.

If I can say my thoughts are still the same as that night or early morning that I wrote that post. God has a plan for me as well as he has a plan for you. You may not be in a struggle or maybe you are.

No matter what you are facing today know no matter how long that struggle-storm is lasting. And if you are following me for any point of time. You see that my struggle is not getting any easier in fact, I have been struggling more and more.

However, and this may be a fact to hold on to as you read my words of struggle. Please know GOD is working on your struggle-storm.

I will not believe any different. I can share I have been fighting in this struggle for more than I would like to be. I am and have been crying out too many to help me. As I have also been crying out to my God, (my lord and savior).

People love me; however, I have gotten less and less help as time has gone by. My church I hate to say I feel has not helped me as well. But I am not mad at anyone for I know the plans God has for me is greater than anyone can imagine. I do not know why no one has helped me from this point but, what I will say I do know all of them the people that I have spoken with for help. I do pray that they are at least praying for me to have a change in my longtime struggle-storm.

As I write this to you all out there in this world. Please understand God is working it out. For I will never lose my faith in My God.

I as I write this, I have asked my Alexa device to play a song or two.

Guess what it was or still is out of the box.  Let me share I did ask her to play just a song from my favorite artist which is Anthony Evans. I really thought Fighting for us would come up. But it did not the song that did was or is called Do it again. 

As I sit here and write I am listening to the song with crying. For you must listen to the words to it.

I feel that tonight this is just another sign that God is in the mist of it all.

He is working it out I do not like the struggle or how it has lasted so long. However, I do not look at the signs that I got tonight as nothing.

He God is listening to me. I do not hear from him as much as I use to. But that will never stop from knowing that he has me in the palm of his hand.

He has all of us there in his palm and let me share no one can pull us from his palm.

Yes, my storm is getting harder the waves of this storm are making me sick. However, he did it before the God will do it again. I Know this for shore. I am not sure at all when my storm will end but I need you to know as you may be going through something as well. Just hang on 

My faith and my strength in the Lord will not waver.

I pray as you read this post and other blog posts from me. You hang on too. If your struggle is hard. Even if your struggle is not there yet. I pray you never have a struggle but, God states that if we are his children in this world, we will have a trial or two,

One may be asking how you do stay faithful as this struggle has gone on for so long.

Well, my answer is just with what Anthony Evans is singing with this song do it again.

I have seen him work time and time again no matter the answer God has made it work out better than I could have ever done or imagine.

Yes, I have lost my sight truly now being almost totally blind. I do not like it for sure.

However, God said in his word that he knows the plans he has made for me. He knows or knew me before I was in my mothers womb. He may take his time but, As the song says Anthony Evans is singing it so well. In my home I have it as loud as I can at this time of the morning.

I know the night will not last. Jesus you are still enough. I will sing your praises again. Your promise still stands. I am still in your hands. I know the God will never fail me.

I pray that you know this as well.

I do believe. I have known doubt that we will see God work it out for his glory. For my storm is larger than I would ever want it to be or last. When my storm has passed. I will be able to show all of you that there is a god. That God worked it out and there will be no one to give credit to other then God. 

That all the people that I have cried out to knew that it was God. There will be no one that can take the credit for my storm changing.

I pray as you read this you if you are not a believer you understand. That we are in this world for really a short time so please rethink about finding God. Learning about him and his son. I promise you and I do not like to promise anything. For because I know a promise is a big thing in my book.

No matter what you are going through the God will get you through it.

I know my struggle is big and going on for longer than I want it too. My panic attacks are not good. however, and I know I keep on saying however but please let me share HE IS THEREFOR YOU the God is really going to work it all out. I know this for sure no matter how hard this storm is. No matter how long it takes I will have faith in my lord. My trust is not waving my love for him Jesus is growing bigger and bigger. I can say this for I have seen him work before so I know he will work again. Yes, Anthony tonight you sing it to me He did it before he will do it again. 

I pray your storm does not last if mine has. I pray for you that you hear my words. Truly believe and have faith in him. Jesus died for us; the Jesus will cry out with you in prayer for God to answer your prayer. If you can hold on, he knows what he is doing. I know this storm is very large, but my lord is bigger than it. I pray for Peace for you and myself. Just keep speaking with him in prayer, get out your bible and just read even if you do not understand it. Ask him for all you need. Believe me I do this too. I am writing to you while I am in a struggle- storm. mine has lasted for more time than I want it too. But again, I will just keep on believing that God has it. I am not Job, but I will keep my faith and on my God. I love you all. I do not know when or how it will end. BUT I do know it is for his Glory and nothing will be wasted. He will give you back all the time that the storm was had taken from you.

 

Dear Heavenly Father,

I do not like this storm. I do not like the panic attacks. But I do know you have me in the palm of your hand. I will stay faithful to you. I will keep on sharing that you will come through for me. As well, as you will come through for any of your children. I know you’re not one to take more time than you need to. No matter how I hate how long this is taking. My trust in you is growing my story of faith is growing as well. I know you will give me back all the time it took to get through this storm. I pray for my readers they see that my storm is large, but I just keep sharing that you are larger than it. That if I can do it with you by my side they can too. That you do know what you are doing. Please just give me and them the peace we need to get through it all. Please father as well as I do netspeak about the bad things that are going on you protect me from anyone that may feel like they know your plans for me better than they do. That you are my protector all and through it all. That I can walk in this world being safe with you and only your protection over me. That no weapon will come over me. I know we are in the palm of your hands. I thank you for that. Please help your children that do not have the strength to see your hand in their life. Thank you for ending this storm right on time. 

Love you always your child. 

In your son’s name Jesus Christ Amen