STRUGGLING

In life we have so much to face it is hard for all of us at this time.

As the world is hurting and in so much pain. I know my God is working on my behalf.

I still hurt at times. Yes, I am just like anyone else. I am hurting but God. Knows my pain.

So today I just want to share a prayer with you all.

Dear Heavenly Father,

Thank you for letting me be able to be real with you. I know I do not know all that you are working on for me. however, I will trust in you. I will keep my faith in you. I know you know my pain. I know you hear my cries. I know you are going to come right on time. I will trust in you for all. Know matter how this world may give up on me. I know you have a greater plan for my life. I pray that as I am hurting so bad. The world understands that you did not give up on me or them. If someone is hurting today like me. I pray out to you for them. that they understand you really are working in their life. I know you have the best for all of your children. We just need to keep looking for you in every way and at every turn of our lives.

Thank you for just hearing my prayer. Thank you for loving be when no one seems to want to hear my cries.

In Jesus name Amen

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struggling Blessed But Not Alone Podcast. Welcomes You to Learn Who is the Announcer of my show.

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My next guest on my podcast is a dear friend of mine. Each week if you have listened to pretty much any one of the latest episodes.  You will hear him each week welcome you to listen to my podcast. His name Is Blazing Blake Linsey. Blake and his wife have been a dear friend of mine for the last seven years.  Not only does Blake have a great voice but he has the best Can Do attitude.  He has such a great story to tell about his childhood and life. That I am proud to share with you. Blake has not only agreed to come om my show to share with you some of his life story. He has written a book or two. So, that he can share his life with the world. The book is called Blind for A Purpose. This book is a must read for anyone. Especially if you have a child. However, it is just a great read for anyone. He shares his life story with you. sharing how at a young age he had cancer.  Blake shared with us how it changed his life. How his parents do not see it as a problem but a blessing. His parents bring him up to have a Can-Do Attitude. Even though the cancer takes a part of his life away. His parents do not let that stop him from being just like any other little boy. You will be amazed to hear how his parents.  Instill this young boy with such a can-do attitude.

Blazing Blake Blind for A PurposeSo, let me just share that podcast link with you. Please, take out a little time and listen to this episode for it will. Make you smile. It will make you think twice about not thinking you can do something. I think you will even think about life differently. I believe you will have a can-do attitude after listening to Blakes story. He will show you how all things are possible. No matter what you may face in life.

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The Strength Only God Can Give, To a Daughter, Wife, and Mother of Seven Children!

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In life A little girls dream is to have a white wedding with all the Cinderella perks. I do not know too many girls that grow up that do not have this dream. A Disney World dream for sure. Well, I want to share. I have a dear Friend named Ruthie. Yes, she met her prince while she was still in High School. Everything was as she states Roses and daisies.  Hence, life took a toll pretty much during their wedding or just a few months before this grand event.  Her new mother-in-law gets news from the doctor. Which makes Joey and Ruthie speed up their wedding plans.  Joey’s mother news is so big that the family is also in shock. Nevertheless, the love of this family brings them all to be even closer. Not only with each other but also having faith in the lord to get them through it all.

Now, as a new family would want to do.  Even as this family loses a loved one. There dreams of having children is a big part of there dreams. Both Joey and Ruthie share with me. They want a big family. For they both have come from large ones. That they could not see, NOT bringing a few bundles of joy into this world. While they are doing what all new married couples do. Is try, Try, and keep trying.  There trying and trying is not Totally bringing them the results they want. Ruthie and Joey seek out medical help. They then go with a medical plan of treatment. Which should help them in having some little blessings from above. God blesses them right away. They Get news that they have ben blessed with not only one but three bundles of joy. All is going well for the Bonfeild family. Life is grand. Well as life has a way of showing you that all is not grand all the time. Ruthie has to now face a loss that is so big. Never losing faith, her faith in the Lord is stronger than the loss. She is not happy in one way, but she knows God is in control. She deals with it gracefully. Yes, Ruthie and joey are still at a loss, but they seek to know that God is in control. They know that God is totally on the throne.  They even have faith to keep on this path of having children.  Quickly God blesses them again. They are what they think now on there way to having a large family. As their stories of there seven children are large. Joey and Ruthie are struck with more bad news.  Ruthie learns from a Knock at her door. That Being a mother is not easy at all. Her own rock being her own mother.  

Now the knock at the door is about her own mother.

This knock at the door is not only shocking to her but it is also making National News while the person at the door is sharing the news about her mother.

Please join me in listening to my dear friend share her story of finding her strength in the Lord while all types of hard-hitting news hit her family. I could not give this story the correct words by again writing about it so here is my interview with my dear friend.

The strength only God can give to a daughter first then a wife and a mother of seven

Who has been my rock during some of my hard times? She genuinely wants to share more of her life with you. For her story does not end really where we left off. Nevertheless, I do believe as I listened back over it when we were done. God has a message for someone today in being a mother and having children.  So, I am proud to stop there as my dear friend Ruthie is to for now. We will for sure come back and share mor of her life. Just know she does not waver in her faith. She leans on Philippians 4:13 in her life for all. Which the bible verse is just in case you do not know that one is. I can do all things with Christ who strengthens me.  

I pray this episode shows you that there truly is a God no matter again what is put in your life’s path. God will get his children through it all. Yes, we have to go through all types of life issues but having faith is something I pray you do not lose sight of. For he will be with you during it all. Only God knows Why!  Know that God never promises us an easy life while we are here. However, he does promise to get us through it all.  He does love you no matter your trials. Please read the books of James, 1 Peter, and Philippians to see we may have struggles in life. No Matter how hard our struggles are. We can have trust, joy, hope, belief, peace, and faith. That God is there for you and me. Jesus truly walks alongside us during these trials while we are here on earth. Yes, I do believe this with all of my heart, and I hope you see that too. Or learn that while listening or reading my blog.

Thank You to my dear Friend for sharing her story with me and the world. As I do miss her. I know she is only a phone call or text away. I do thank God for her bundles.  Of joy as well. For they do reach out to me at times to say they love me and want to make sure I am ok.  So, as I share this with you all. I do this podcast in memory of both of their grandmothers and siblings that are now in Heaven. Kristina, Joanna, and Emma   I Love you all dearly. XOXOXo

From Aunt Teresa!!

THe Blessing After The Crash!

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In life we all have dreams of what or how we want our life to be like. We never want to believe that we may have a life changing event happen to us, where our life will get flipped upside down. Maybe even having our dreams crushed. Where it may have us believing that we may never see the dreams we have come to pass. Well Today I would like to share an amazing life changing story about a young man. Who has this type of story. I have the honor to invite him on my show and interview him.  I am so thankful to him and God for trusting me with sharing his life story with the world.

Yes, at the age of 19 his world flips upside down. His dreams come to a crashing halt. Let me share with you. My new dear friend and brother in Christ is Luke Seibert. I would love for you to check out my pod cast. For this young mans amazing story.  I could not put his story in to words. For it would not be told as it needs to be. Just by me sharing it on my blog. So, I invite you to have a listen to my latest podcast. To hear Luke’s ever changing life’s story. From Luke himself. I have to share as you will hear in this podcast episode. He shares so much with me about his life. That even while I am interviewing him. Luke keeps surprising me with it all. There are so many twists and turns on how he comes through it all.

 If you do not have faith in the Lord or are questioning your faith. I want to share I would be surprised if after you hear Luke’s story. You do not say. OK God I cannot, not believe in you. I cannot doubt this is not your mighty hand at work.,

 I want you in my life Lord.  I have to share Luke even helps me in my vision loss. He is a man that teaches me a few things about being able to get through my blindness. So, as I share this interview with you all. I know God sent him my way just to help me in my loss of vision.  Not only to be a story for the world to hear on my podcast.

For me I loved how God shows up in every way of Luke’s life.  So, please click on the link below. Sit back relax and get ready for a podcast. That will have you at the edge of your seat the hole time. I know this interview will keep you engaged Listen to the most recent episode of my podcast: Luke Seibert the Blessing After The Crash Story  https://anchor.fm/teresa-guffanti/episodes/Luke-Seibert-the-Blessing-After-The-Crash-Story-er6rgs

Dear Heavenly Father,

Thank you for this interview with Luke. I pray that his story reaches far and wide. As you know all you can do for your children. No Matter the storms of life.  I know you do not cause anything to really hurt us. Life on earth is hard because we live in a fallen world. I know as Luke dose too. That you are a good God. That as our lives may turn in ways we do not understand. You will always keep us in the palm of your hands. That no weapon will form against us. That as we live our lives.  We need to just hold on to your word that you will get us through it all. The struggles may be hard, we truly are blessed.  And as I have learned we are not alone. No matter the storms of life. Thank you always for letting me always have great fellowship on my podcast. To share with the world. I pray this interview it blesses others to know you as we do Lord.

In Jesus Name Amen

Episodes show notes:

This week’s episode is all about my Guest Luke Seibert. Luke shares with us his life changing event. How this life changing event brings him on a journey that no one really saw coming. How God really is awesome. In bringing your life back no matter the storms of life

Luke Seibert lives in north Alabama and is the oldest of seven children. He has a background in carpentry and construction, but since becoming blind, has become an author and gone back to school. He enjoys writing novels, doing woodwork, and playing bluegrass music. Over the past few years, he became heavily involved in the National Federation of the Blind and serves on the board of the Alabama Association of Blind Students. Today, he is enrolled at Midwestern Baptist Seminary and preaches regularly at the church he attends.

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Today’s Struggles Are Never To Big For Your GOD!

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It is really early. However today I must write to you all. I need to share. The Devil will not have me believe the Lies of this world. Today as I am doing this podcast. Writing my journey story. The storm is getting hard. Yes, the struggles are real, but my God is bigger then the lies of this world. Let me share with you all. I think because I am now doing a podcast and sharing my story out. The storm is starting to really brew. I am watching from a distance. As I am also living out this struggle. As people are getting away with doing me wrong. They maybe climbing the latter. Let me first share I do not wish any hardship on anyone. NO not at all.

It is absolutely amazing how my life flipped upside down. In a million ways since I have come to Texas. Let me share my life has never been easy. No not in one way. As I have started to share with you all on my podcast. If you know me, you will know for sure this truth. For you have seen it play out as I have.

Nevertheless, as I do and will keep on doing for my whole life. I will share GOD IS GOOD ALL THE TIME! NO MATTER THE STORM!

Yes, that is a truth that I can hole on to for sure.

Let me now share with you. All of a sudden, every item that I spoke about in my podcast like the 72,000.00 debt, the court case for my EEOC claim is showing up. I am glad that it is coming to pass. What I mean by this is, they are and have been playing with my life for too long. By not wanting to speak with me. No, they really still do not want to speak with me. They just want to send me stuff. Saying that I am not correct or that I have no rights in my statements. I was even told by someone yesterday. I am having more issues because I worked there. They feel like I need to be held at a higher standard.  

I get no answers to my questions. I cannot believe that one person could cause so much trouble for me. Then get away with it. They really are playing a game with me. It is not ok but as I do say it really is ok. That they are playing games with me. I always have shared during this process. I did not do anything to deserve this. However, if I am wrong in any way, I will do what is right.  That God knows the truth of it all. He will always supply all that I need. I do wish people would really learn I am a God GIRL. What I mean is you can be mean to me. You can treat me bad. You can tell lies. However, even if I did do something wrong. I will sit down and make it right.  Also, I know I will not let anyone walk over me. That God is going to get the glory for it all. The miss treatment in this let’s call it a debacle. Is so wrong but God will carry me through it all.

I cannot believe how some people get away with there lies. Again, nothing is going to bring me down for long. For I serve a God who I trust fully with my life.

Yes, I do!

I have walked away from so many things. That I knew were wrong. Where people would have said to me. Just stay. You cannot do it (leave that is). Pretty much telling me that I have to conform to the lies of this world. That my job or whatever is not correct is the only way to make it in this world.

Well, as I am sharing NO I will not lay down for the wrongs of this world. I serve a MIGHTY GOD!

If I do what is right and even if I am not right at times. As long as I do my best and not conform to the lies of the world. God will get me through this for sure.

He will do the same for you. Be truthful in all you do. It will work out in the end. I know this for sure.  It is just sad that this has happen. I did all that I could. I DID MY JOB. I Gave then all they needed during this time. With the correct documents.

Now let me share I will sit at this table before my enemies. Yes, let me share God will set a table before my enemies. He will fight this battle for sure. If I am wrongly convicted. I will take my judgement and do my time. Whatever time is for me. Hence, let me share with you God will give me the strength to get through it. HE will help me get through it all. He will provide me the outlet to serve the judgement. He will get the glory at the end. I know I am not perfect. I have done all that I can. I have put this on the alter for the Lord. So, as I always share LET’S GO GOD!  YOU TAKE THE WHEEL!

I pray if you are going through a storm of life you. Just grab on to Gods word. Do not let anyone tell you he is not there for you. That you just have to conform to the lies of this world.

If I am found guilty of the lies of the world it is ok. For if I can share with you God will show up and help you with it all.

If you feel you have nothing at this time. Let me share you do. It is the only thing you need. Sorry if you are not a believer in Christ.  This may be hard for you to hold on to or believe.

BUT I have to share and yes it will be all in capital letters. For I am shouting it out to the world to hear.

MY GOD WILL MAKE A WAY IF HE HAS DONE IT BEFORE HE WILL DO IT AGAIN!

I will say it again.

MY GOD WILL MAKE A WAY IF HE HAS DONE IT BEFORE HE WILL DO IT AGAIN

Today as I am writing this of course I am playing praise and worship music.

As I do so many times. No matter what is going on.

Let me share it is the best of Anthony Evans. I just asked my home device to play music. I should have known! She would here from God. And play Anthony Evans first out of the box.

The first song was See it again. Then sing a Hallelujah.  Then Fighting for us. Going on and on.

Also let me share as I did get bad news this week. God has already started providing me with GREAT NEWS!

I have to share that A dear friend who I have not talked to in years. Has come to my table and helping me.

THANK YOU TO ALL THAT ARE PRAYING FOR ME, SUPPORTING ME!

Whether it is by funding my podcast, praying for me. Listening to me tell my story. On my podcast or this blog Struggling blessed But Not Alone. May God be the Glory.

This Friday I have an amazing man named Luke Seibert. On my podcast. Sharing his Life story.

Do not miss that podcast. I will put it up for you all. In the next few days.

I am sure God will give me something great to share on my blog. To lead into his podcast.  Then the next week, I will talk about my struggles. It will be another great one. I will not disappoint you.

I will also share the victories that I have had in some of my struggles of life. Following all that there will be another amazing guest on. I am not too sure who, but I do have some interviews done. I just need to sit down and see where I want to go. I will let you in on that during my solo.

There are amazing things happening as well. So, please follow me. To stay up to date on my life and how God is really true and really working in the mist of it all.

The storm may be hard the struggle is real. Always remember you are Blessed!  BUT YOU ARE NEVER ALONE IN YUR JOURNEY!

Thank you too all! 😊

dear heavenly Father,

I come boldly to you at your feet. I know you have the best plans for all of us. No matter what the world is going through. I know you have your children in the palm of your hands. This road may be long. This road may be hard. But I serve a MIGHTY GOD! You will supply all my needs to your riches and glory. Philippians 4:19. I know the plans you have for me. You declare them over your children Jeremiah 29:11. You will never leave us. I can do all things with you Christ who strengthen me Philippians 4:13.

Just thank you for making the way. When I do not see the way. I pray as I always do. For my readers, listeners, friends, and anyone who needs to be lifted up to you Lord. You

are the beginning and the end.

I pray all this in your sons Glorious Name Jesus Christ Amen!

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Please if you are new to my podcast.  I invite you to listen to more than one before you make a choice.  Just know For as I do share, I am new to this all. I am not perfect with them. It is a great work in process.  God is the Glory to this all.  I am sure I will get better in time. Why not watch me grow in it? With God by our side. All is possible.

Do you know who your source and resource is

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In these uncertain times we all need to remember each day who to lean on. If you are trying to handle your life all by yourself. That may not be the best thing to do. One may say but if I do not do it all how will it get done?

Well today in my newest-latest podcast I Share a little more about my life and my struggles. I also tell you where I go for all that I need in my life. That I lean on God to be my source and Resource. Yes, as I shared in my last blog post. I am currently out of work for I feel and no at this time. I needed to let go of that job. As we all need a job. We all need to know that there are times we need to make changes in our life if things are making us sick or not in our best interest. Let me also share with you. Never try to jump the gun when making a big change in your life. One should always seek out with Prayer and supplication to the Lord what to do. Philippians (4:6-7). I never or try never to just do something with out leaning on God first. I do believe that he is my source and resource for all. I do believe I cand do all things with his strength. Philippians (4:13).

 I also do know and lean on Philippians (4:19). He will take care of me. If he does it for me, he will do it for you. As he says in the book of Mathew (6:26) If he does it for the birds. What more will he do for you? I am no better than you. I have just at a young age always believed in my God.  As I have shared in my podcast. People may not have believed in me. There were not too many times where I was given encouraging words to get through what I was doing in my life. However, I did not and will not let the lies of this world drag me down. I know that I may be alone at times (physically), but God says in his word that he will never leave or for sake me. Hebrews (13:5) and Deuteronomy (31:8) Yes, we all will go through something at some point. For God shares in his word we are on this earth and while we are. We will have trials of all kinds. Read the book of James for he shows you that we need to count all are trials a joy. That God is working them out and will give his children wisdom to get through them. God is also doing it for you but with his Glory attached to your story. Romans (8:28) We all put our pans on the same way, and what I mean by that. IS that we are all truly – all the same! We just will encounter different trials in our lifetime. If you have been listening to my podcast now on a regular basis you have even heard stories from others that have life struggles -storms. That have really showed them that God is there for them. Some of the people on my show that I interview will have just a small struggle (but is huge to them) others will have life changing events that make them really Grapple with God. Asking WHY ME! Or why my child.  But with in time God has revealed to them he has a greater plan in store for them in their life. God showed up just letting them know to trust in him. That their faith and thanksgiving will get them through it.

I even in this week’s show-podcast-episode share with the listener that I am struggling with something this week. Asking you all to pray for me. For we all need prayer from one another. I show you that I am real. That as I do this week’s episode. I question God not saying why but just asking am I really the right person for this job. However, I know I am because as I am no better than you all. God has gotten people to share with me how my podcast has helped them.  I know I have a life story to tell as well as you have a story. Therefore, God has blessed me to be able to not work at this time and move forward on this vision he has brought to me.

I thank you each week for listening, reading my blog, following me, sharing my message with others.

Letting me email you or text you when a new podcast or blog post comes out. For I know it is God working in and through me. But I have to be honest at times it is extremely hard, but God will always be there to lift me up. As he will do the same for you. I just pray as you hear my words each week. If you do not lean on the Lord learn to do so.

Not because I tell you too but because God is there to help us all. If you believe, trust, have hope, and faith in him God. He will show up for you. Even if you are on the fence with him – God.  I ask you to just seek him out. He will show up for you too. All it takes is a conversation.  With him. Please do not let the lies of this world tell you any different. Seek him out give him a try. Test him. He will show up for you. Better than you would ever think.

I do want to share with you. Please just do not think he is like a genie. God does not grant 3 wishes. You cannot rub on a lamp. He does not just do all that you want him to do. He has a purpose and a plan for your life. Jeremiah (29:11). I can share his promises are real and true. No man or woman can promise you anything like he can. Again, seek him out not only by speaking to him, pray -talk with him, read his word, find a local church. then just wait and watch your life change. Now remember. Life may still be hard at times, but he will work all things out for you in his timing and for his glory. Romans (8:28).

Here is my latest podcast for your listening enjoyment! May god be the Glory for it all.

Your Sources and resources where do you lean teresa shares where she leans to get them.

https://anchor.fm/teresa-guffanti/episodes/Sources-and-resources-where-do-you-lean-teresa-shares-where-she-leans-to-get-them-er1pfq

Dear Heavenly Father,

Again, thank you for all you do each day. Even When we do not see you and think you are not working. We know that as your word says. You have a grater plan in store for us. This world is filled with so many lies. That I am so thankful that your word (Bible). Tells us different. Thank you for being the right on time God. Thank you for the struggles in life no matter how hard they are. For me do know no matter what the struggle is you are working it out for me and others. I am so proud to share my story with the world showing how you are my source and resource. Thank you for showing up every day with me. Doing a better work in and through me.

 Thank you, for my listeners and my readers.  No matter what life brings their way. I pray every time they read or hear me, they see you before they see me Lord.  Thank you as well for all the stories -interviews you let me feature. Showing the world how you are working in and through them.

I pray that you bless all that I do for you and bless my listeners and readers too.

In your son’s name Jesus Christ Amen!

My Story My Interview See It All Here! GOD BE THE GLORY!

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God is so good to me! Yes, he is for you for sure. Did you know he is good to you too? I do care about you; however, I want to share no matter your struggle-storm of life GOD WILL GET YOU THROUGH IT! Please do not let the lies of the world tell you any different about YOUR GOD! I do have great faith. I lean on him for everything and I mean everything. I have no job Today not because I do not want to work. It is because I had a great job working for the Government nevertheless, I could not do it anymore. No, it was not because it was too hard for me. No, it was not because I lost my sight. It was because I was getting BULLIED By my boss just about every day.  I did my job. I made sure all my work was done. If anyone ever asked me to do any part of my job or even if it was not a part of my job I did help out and do it.  

I do need to share I had a positive attitude just about every day. I took my issues to anyone that would listen Nevertheless, this bully (they know she is one) however they let her get away with being a bully. So, one day I had my share. I tried my hardest to not quit. I prayed everyday to my God.  He did hear me.  I know he does here me. I asked him to change me and this bully for his goodness.

 The sad part of this story is I liked this bully. I wanted to work hard for her.  I was told she was not a good Person by so many people.  Nevertheless, I did not want to believe it at all. For I know not everyone is liked by everyone. I have been in leadership roles. So, I get it but what I do not get and will never get is….

Why do some people feel like they are the end all and be all? when they or we all have a job to do. That is not my story. I pray for her every day. I forgive her.

I did all that I could. One day I had enough so I prayed to God asking what I can do. He showed me that I needed to just quit. I had a lot of people praying for me at this time. For I knew this job was a good one. I have to share even though it was a good job. God had a bigger plan for me. Yes! So, he showed me one day it is time Teresa! I prayed and prayed God please no Let me stay. Then I ask God to really show up. Now let me let you know he was showing up. Even though I did not like the answer.

This one week I went into my job and from the start of my day. She was on me for everything. I even shared with her to please stop.  I am doing my job. Well, she did not. I even took a few days off. I prayed and prayed. God shared in my spirit it was time.

I even said to God this one morning, you are going to have to hit me over the head. lol I am not sure; I am hearing you. Give me one more sign. Well, he did. I walked into that job that day and there she was at my desk on me again. So, I had enough. I let her leave my area. I put in for some leave so I could use up all my time. The next thing I Knew she called me at my desk. Sharing that I could not have all my days off. Then I just said I needed to have a meeting with her. She told me she had only 30 mins but that I could see her now.

Well, I went up to her office. I let her know I was done with all of it.

That I was resigning in two weeks. That I had had enough of her bulling me. That I did my job to the best of my ability. That I did my job because it was my job. But I also always did my job to the best as well because I knew she need me to, and I wanted her to look good with her boss. For she had at this time a big deadline to meet. I wanted to make sure we met that deadline. She at first told me I could not quit. Not really because she cares but because I owed the government $72,000,.00. I told her yes, I know what I owe. However, I could not take her being the way she was to me. I share that God would help me in all that I had with my life. That I did not want to keep coming to a job where I was being treated bad by someone. And no one care. That I was taking the power away from her being a bully to me. That I know this is a job, but God is my source and resource.

You may be asking why, are you sharing this story.

Well, it is because I today am not out of that 72,000.000debt. I cannot find a job as of yet not because of this issue. I do not get my full DSSI check not because of what I owe at this time. I am fighting all of it. Yes, I am living on my savings for over almost 2 years. I am leaning on my God who shows me every day. He has my back. I at this time am living better then most. I am not trying to be too proud in this life changing time.

I am just sharing because I need you to know GOD will get you through it all. No matter, the struggle -storm of life.

I lean on my God not this world. GOD IS MY SOURCE AND RESOURCE. I now am doing a podcast as you all may know. I have been doing this blog.

To show the world God does care and he will show up right on time for you. If he is doing it for me, he will do it for you.

Please check me out each week not only here but on my podcast to share my struggles and other peoples struggles so you can see how God is working in people’s life.

How my life may be a struggle, but God is working in the MIST of it all. I have a Romans 8:28 life. I have a Philippians 4;6-7,4:13,4:19 lifestyle I have a Mathew he will supply all my need lifestyle.

I lean on my Bible for everything in my life. I am not perfect. I do have many struggles.  My struggles are hard. YES! I am now Blind but Please read my words and know GOD IS FOR YU AND NOT AGAINST YOU. Deuteronomy31:8 is so real and true. He will not leave you or forsake you.  Everyone else in his world will at some point.

I know my story of how God is working in and through me now has to be told. Not because of who I am but because who I serve everyday MY GOD!

If you do not believe in him, please just speak with him, and see how he is really going to help you.

Now I am proud to share I got invited to share my life story with my friend Ann From Inspirational Journeys stories that matter!

Please check them out at either her podcast or her YouTube channel. To see me and share more of my life. Then please if you like what you read, hear and want to know more. Go to my podcast. This way you can keep up on what God is doing in my life and others.

Here are all the links for you to see that YouTube or Podcast interview.

the YOUTUBE INTERVIEW WITH IJSTM ENJOY

The PODCAST  interview with IJSTM enjoy

To check out my podcast go to

MY PODCAST STRUGGLING BLESSED BUT NOT ALONE 

Thank you all for your support and listening to me share about my God! May he always get the Glory

Dear Heavenly Father,

Thank you for using me as a vassal to show the world how GREAT YOU ARE!

Let my light always shine for you. Please help anyone that is hurting to know you love and care for them.

In your sons Glorious name Jesus Christ AMEN