This Too Shall Pass! Go Sit In The Boat With Jesus!

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t is now one in the morning! November 1 as here, and October 31 has now passed. The first Holiday of the Fall season is now over Halloween, Two more to Go. Thanksgiving being the next one in days. Maybe today we need to start being thankful if we are not in a storm. However, be thankful even if you are. For, “This too Shall Pass.” I have something I want you to do today if your storms of life are so hard and you are seeking help for them.

Go sit in the boat with Jesus. Yes, I will share how to do just this. This is something I do when life is just troubling me so. My storms of life are not easy at all. However, I know my God is working on my storms and his hand is on your storms too. You will really be thankful for the storm you are in. Yes, you read that correctly. When you go sit in the boat with Jesus.

Ok at this point, I am sure the night is over. You are more then likely in your bed with all of the covers around you and a pillow at your head. For here in Texas the weather is very cold it is around 49-55 degrees outside. Therefore, if this is the case. Again, you are in bed with your covers all around you and a pillow at your head. This is an awesome place to be in the boat with Jesus.  However, if you are not in your bed and want to do this Just go get a blanket and a small pillow. Then, go sit in your favorite chair.  I promise no matter where you are you can always go sit in the boat with Jesus. The only other items you may want is your Bible. If you are really feeling this after I do this with you. The next time you are feeling bad with your storms of life. You will not call a friend. You will find yourself going to sit in the boat with Jesus more often. You may want to also play some praise and worship music. While, Getting in the boat with Jesus.

Now, I can promise if you are sad when you started this. Jesus will be having you change your sadness to joy. You will have peace like you have never had before. You will really be rested at the end of this time in the boat with Jesus and his disciples. Yes, you are not alone with Jesus we have to have the Disciples. We are crashing their party with Jesus. We are going to learn with the disciples.  However, this story may be over 2,000 years old it still rings true today.

So, let’s Go God!

If you do not have the items, you need. Please, go get them and sit in your favorite chair or get in your bed. Now that you have these Items wrap the blanket around you pretend the blanket is Jesus wrapping his arms around you like a hug. Put that pillow behind your head. Get very comfy. If you are like me when I start to do this my storm is so hard. I am praying out to my Lord. As I am getting my items ready for my boat ride. I am sometimes even crying while I am praying. So, if this is the case pray and cry first. Hence, please do not do this for long. But do it for a minute be real with Jesus. I can tell you; the disciples are doing just that too. At the start of this boat ride.  The storm is bumpy, rough, windy, rainy, and cold.  However, Now lets get our bible and see what Jesus does and says. Let me share there are three different accounts of this. It is in the Book of Mathew, Mark, and Luke.

Mathew, (8:23-27)

23 Then Jesus got into the boat and started across the lake with his disciples. 24 Suddenly, a fierce storm struck the lake, with waves breaking into the boat. But Jesus was sleeping. 25 The disciples went and woke him up, shouting, “Lord, save us! We’re going to drown!” 26 Jesus responded, “Why are you afraid? You have so little faith!” Then he got up and rebuked the wind and waves, and suddenly there was a great calm. 27 The disciples were amazed. “Who is this man?” they asked. “Even the winds and waves obey him!”

Mark (4:35-41)

35 As evening came, Jesus said to his disciples, “Let’s cross to the other side of the lake.” 36 So they took Jesus in the boat and started out, leaving the crowds behind (although other boats followed). 37 But soon a fierce storm came up. High waves were breaking into the boat, and it began to fill with water. 38 Jesus was sleeping at the back of the boat with his head on a cushion. The disciples woke him up, shouting, “Teacher, don’t you care that we’re going to drown?” 39 When Jesus woke up, he rebuked the wind and said to the waves, “Silence! Be still!” Suddenly the wind stopped, and there was a great calm. 40 Then he asked them, “Why are you afraid? Do you still have no faith?” 41 The disciples were absolutely terrified. “Who is this man?” they asked each other. “Even the wind and waves obey him!”

Luke (8:22-27)

22 One day Jesus said to his disciples, “Let’s cross to the other side of the lake.” So, they got into a boat and started out. 23 As they sailed across, Jesus settled down for a nap. But soon a fierce storm came down on the lake. The boat was filling with water, and they were in real danger. 24 The disciples went and woke him up, shouting, “Master, Master, we’re going to drown!” When Jesus woke up, he rebuked the wind and the raging waves. Suddenly the storm stopped, and all was calm. 25 Then he asked them, “Where is your faith?” The disciples were terrified and amazed. “Who is this man?” they asked each other. “When he gives a command, even the wind and waves obey him!”

Now, that we have read all three accounts of Jesus calming the storm. Do you see how he helped them not worry about? The storm that they were dealing with in that boat.  Remember, we at this time are in the boat along with Jesus and the disciples. We crashed this party so, let’s not let our storm of life shake us up like the disciples are doing. Let’s learn from Jesus. Take your pillow and blanket REST, REST YOUR PRETTY LITTLE HEAD. Jesus has it!  Yes, he is in control of this storm and all of the storms you will go through in your life. If you have not fallen a sleep by this point because of the rest that Jesus has given you about dealing with your storm.

 I pray as you are in the boat with Jesus your tears have turned in to Peace, Love, Joy and Strength to let go of this storm and let Jesus take you to the other side of it. Now, is the time to play praise and worship music.  

GODS GOT IT! Is a great song to play at this time by Jay Moss! There are many songs to play however, this is a fun song I do like to play. I will share this link from YouTube at the end of this blog.

I pray today for I do not know how long your storm will last. I do pray that you know Jesus is in control and is calming the winds, rain, and bumpiness of it all. Just keep the faith and lean on him.

Dear Heavenly Father,

All I can say is, Thank You! For your word. That it shows us that you are working in every aspect of our lives.  I know we may not know when our storms of life may end. Nevertheless, you show us in your word that you are in control of it all. The Road may get bumpy. The shore may be rough. Still through the bad weather of it all YOU come through it all by calming the storms of life. I pray today as your children struggle at times to not forget that you have your hand in all of the storms no matter how big or small. You Got It! That your timing is the best timing. I pray that my readers see this as well and to always give you the time you need to help them through it and then give you the glory for what is done with in that storm after it has finished. That they came through it. That they see you are the only one that could calm them and get the storm to blow over. That the victory lays in your hands. That no matter if times are good or bad, they learn to read your word so, when the storms of life do hit them hard they have a great foundation to lean on.  As I pray this for my readers. I pray this for myself. For sometimes I forget that you are going to get me through it too. That it is your timing that is the best for me and my readers. Romans (8:28)

In Jesus Name Amen!

All bible versus come from NASB Bible GateWay


Today’s Winning Lotto Ticket! Yes! Go Claim Your Winnings!

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What if I told you I had the winning Lotto ticket for you? I am sure that at this point, you are ready to read on. Well, I do have the winning Lotto ticket for you. Yes, you are reading this correctly. There is no need to try and figure out what the matching numbers. For after you read this blog. I will show you the ticket that you that will bring you all the lotto winnings and so much more. Yes, I am sure you are questioning how does she have the winning ticket? I am sure you even may be thinking this ticket here. I am sure you are even thinking as well, if she has this ticket to give to me on this blog there are lots of people that are going to win with me for the world wide web is filled with people around the world that are going to get this ticket? You are probably also thinking so that leaves me with no real winning at all.

Well, when I give you that winning ticket, I can share that you all will have the same chance the same winnings and so much more to pour over to your neighbor and friends.

Yes, this winning Lotto ticket has the best winnings. I can promise that you cannot go wrong with this ticket. I do not like to promise anything to anyone. However, today I can promise this. I can give this promise.

Yes, this one to you.

Yes, I have been winning the lotto. This ticket will have you set up for life. Now, before I give you this winning Lotto ticket. I do want you to know it comes with a cost. Yes, no not a cost that you will pay to me.

No, it will not make your life easier. In fact, no where can I promise you that your struggles will just go away. Yes, you will be rich. Yes, this ticket will help you more than you can ever believe. Yes, it will help you lean on going back each week and day and play some more. It will bring you all that you need each day winnings. It will not stop the troubles of life however, with this winning lotto ticket. The one that I give you today will have you never needing for anything again. Yes, your needs will be met. I can promise if you stay true to each day’s focus on this ticket. Then, you can come back to. Get your ticket each day. You will have a life that will last forever. No, I cannot promise you will have no more struggles. But what I can promise any NEED that you have will be met. This ticket will not cost you a thing. I will do this for you I will give you the person that payed for your ticket. To have your life be cared for with your needs. Yes, this person payed for you to win this ticket. This winning will last for the rest of your life and forever, there is a catch you will have to come back each day and spend your time getting this ticket.

As you read this, I hope you are all Ready to get this winning ticket and keep coming back for more. Now as I do want you to know this is a gift that this person has given to you. I cannot give this to you alone. I do know you need to seek out this ticket each day. That this ticket. Again, will give you all that you need. Yes, there is a cost. That cost Now remember someone else has paid for your ticket. The cost is not a money value. It is just that you need. to seek it out each day. You need to wake up each day and go grab your winning ticket. When, you go to grab that ticket please feel free to get a cup of coffee. Then find your favorite spot to sit and while sitting with this ticket. I need you to really read and talk to this ticket. Learn all that you can about How this ticket Paid the cost for you to have all that you need and give you everlasting life. I Can say if you really humble yourself to doing this daily. This Ticket will truly having you come back to claim all that it has to offer you. I can also promise if you really get this ticket down in your soul. You will want to give this ticket to someone else. As I do have this winning ticket. Today, I am sharing it with you. Let the ticket humble your heart for mor of this everlasting winning in life.

Ok now I will give you the winning lotto. Remember, I need you to spend each day with it. Really figuring out how you will keep in line with all that this ticket is going to give to you.

 This ticket has so many numbers that each day and week and month by far you are set for life.

I can even tell you that the winning ticket has been in your home and on your phone since you got them both. I am sure the ticket in your home even is put away and you for some of you never look at it. For others you really know you have this ticket however, you have not because you ask not. Meaning you have not searched it out for all it has to offer you.

Yes, it is on that smart device. But, at this time that smart device that you may be using to read this sis not so smart for you.

Ok I will stop leading you up to this winning. I will just give the ticket to you now.

I just need you to make sure that you go and lean on getting this ticket each day. You can even go back anytime for a new winning.

Drum roll Please! I pray that you are sitting down for this is going to have you happy and wanting more tickets.

It is your Bible and your prayers with the Lord. You need to know there is no magic way to get this ticket. Yes, I can say your FATHER IS RICH! He has given you all that you need. The only thing you now need to do is go pick it up spend time with him. You just need to be a follower of Jesus Christ. Over 2,000 years ago Jesus paid the cost for you and me. He put that winning lotto ticket in your heart. Now just go sit with him. Learn about the love he has for you. learn to keep close to him. I can promise you will have all your needs met.

I may have a lot of struggles in my life. I know I am not perfect. I know he wants to hear from me. I know he does have the best lotto ticket. For you and me.

The only thing you need to do is seek him out learn to love him. Learn to talk to him each day. I can share that this lotto ticket will be the best one you ever got. It will never be at a 7-11. I told you it is not only at your home. It is now something you can have on you 24 /7 because of that smart phone that is not really smart until you download an app bible. That is the ticket for all of your life winnings.

Once you download this on your phone and seek the Lord out each day in reading and praying to him. Again, the ticket is yours for life. Jesus will truly have your back for everything. Yes, you will go through trials however, he will come through for you. He will not be a day late or a dollar short. Just know he is not a Genie. He will help you through it all, but it is on his timing and for his Glory.

Here are the Bible versus that will seal this ticket winnings!

Psalm 145:13-Your kingdom is an everlasting kingdom, and your dominion endures through all generations. The Lord is trustworthy in all he promises and faithful in all he does.Luke 1:45-Blessed is she who has believed that the Lord would fulfill his promises to her!”John 14:14-16 – You may ask me for anything in my name, and I will do it. Jesus Promises the Holy Spirit 15 “If you love me, keep my commands. 16 And I will ask the Father, and he will give you another advocate to help you and be with you forever—Psalm 145:13 –Your kingdom is an everlasting kingdom, and your dominion endures through all generations. The Lord is trustworthy in all he promises and faithful in all he does.

salm 106:12-Then they believed his promises and sang his praise.2 Corinthians 1:20- For no matter how many promises God has made, they are “Yes” in Christ. And so through him the “Amen” is spoken by us to the glory of God.

2 Corinthians 7:1-Therefore, since we have these promises, dear friends, let us purify ourselves from everything that contaminates body and spirit, perfecting holiness out of reverence for God.

Philippians 4:19-And my God will supply all your needs according to His riches in glory in Christ Jesus.2 Peter 1:4-Through these he has given us his very great and precious promises, so that through them you may participate in the divine nature, having escaped the corruption in the world caused by evil desires.

Dear heavenly Father,

Thank you always Thank You! I am so proud to share my winning ticket with the world. I know that there may be some people shaking their head. Nevertheless, I do know that you are the winning ticket all day long. I know there is no line to stand in to believe that this world will give me the winning ticket to meet all of my needs. I know the cost your son paid for me is so much greater than anything the world could give me. I truly know I may have trials in my life however, there is not one person in your word (Bible) that did not go through something. The story or lesson that this tells me when I am reading your word. Are there maybe troubles in this world. But no one can over come them with out your son walking along side them. So, today thank you that I can lean on your word and more so that I can serve you by telling the Good News you have for your children. That I have learned to lean on you through it all. I pray my readers learn to get the winning ticket today. That it is not in any worldly Lotto ticket. That you truly have there back and so much more for them. Thank you for putting your son on the cross to save me and my readers. I pray they open up your word and seek out the trues you have for them. That they get the gift of Grace that you have for them. That is truly a gift you give to us as believers. I love you and thank you! 😊

In Jesus Name AMEN!

A Hedge Of Protection!

Today I just want to pray for you if you are hurting in life. Even if you are not. I pray that you just received this prayer to help you through whatever you are going through.

Dear Heavenly Father,

I am coming to you to ask for a hedge of protection over my readers. I know as we are your children there are times that we are so much needing to hear from you. In this world there are times where we feel like you are so far from us. However, I have always heard that is when you are working on our behalf more. Therefore, as I bring all my readers to your feet. I ask you to show

up for them the way they need to hear from you. That you do nolet the devil get in their head for anything. That they know you are working all their lives to glorify you. That they will see the victory you have for them when they know to just lean on you and not the world. That they know you are there source and resource for all. That even when they feel so alone. That they know you are always right there with them. That you will never leave them or for sake them. That you have them in the palm of your hand. There is no one that can come and take them out of your hand. No matter what may come into their thought’s. You have the best for them no matter what the world is saying. They need to know you are truly in there corner. I thank you for all that you are doing even when we cannot see it. I know you know just when to show up for us. I pray that this covid ends soon for the world needs to be shaken but, the true believer knows you are in control of this world. That you have the best for your children. That your protection is on us no matter what the world is facing. That we keep on giving you the glory no matter how hard it is during this time. I Know that we think we know all the answers to our life issues. However, you again are working a better plan out for us.  Then we could ever think. I ask you to put a hand over anyone that is struggling today. For I know I am. Therefore, I figured I would lift them up to you today too. Please, be our comforter during these times. Thank you! lord, for always hearing our prayers. Also, thank you! For always doing a greater work in us, and through us. I know all our struggles may not be the same. Still, that you are working them out for us and for our glory to you. I would not have it any other way. Please, just comfort us when we just feel like no one is caring about us. That we see you working in every way.

I pray this in Jesus name AMEN!

There Is Someone, Who Is Wanting to Hear All You Have To Say! (never to tired for you)

Did you know you are never alone? I am not sure what you are going through today.  You may have a full home, right now and still feel so alone. Well, I want to share with you that even if you do have a full home and feel this way. I want to open your eyes to let you know God is always there with you.  If your husband is too busy to take a minute to hear your days issues. Your kids have too much to tell you and they do not want to listen to your parenting them. Your wife is just going on and on about what the kids are doing and not letting you get a little word in. Just know there is always someone there with you that is waiting with open arms it is your Lord and savior. Let’s start off and let me share that he is never too busy for you. Did you know he wants to hear everything you have to say? He is open to hear from you 24-7. He will never tell you wait Mary, Joe, and Sara is before you. He will never tell you wait the phone is ringing and I need to take this other call it is more important than you are. He will never tell you he is mad at you. He will always just be there wherever you are. Yes! No matter where you are. You can be in the shower, in the kitchen, in the car, in the playroom, in the store, outside walking or jogging, at work, in bed. I think you get the point he is everywhere. Did you know he will even not judge you? He wants the best for you and wants to give you the best as well. Even if you think he is not answering your prayers. I am here to share that he is. Not because I say so. It is because he promises all his children. He has made plans for you that are better than you could ever imagine. He knows why you are where you are in life. He does want you to have your heart’s desire. However, before he gives you your heart’s desire. He needs to make sure you can really handle it.

No matter what this world tells you. Just know God is not like anyone else. He is a way maker. A promise keeper. He loves you no matter what is going on. He will never leave you or for sake you. He is really working behind the scenes to make sure you are ok. Yes, life is or will never be perfect. However, just lean on him and watch him work. Just keep on moving forward. Speaking with him. I know this life is hard at times but, I do know my God is there for you and me.

So, today I pray that you really start talking with him. No, it does not matter if you have put him on the back burner of life for a while. Today I just want to ask you to open that door and start talking to him. About everything no matter what it is. If no one wants to hear you just know he is waiting to hear from you.  Yes, just start talking and let him love on you. I know it may feel funny at first to just speak out and not think he is listening but, know he is.  He is waiting for you to talk to him.

Dear heavenly Father,

Today, I come to you asking you to make sure that my readers know that you really are there for them. Not because I say so but because you are so alive in their life. I pray they learn to speak to you no matter the time of day. No matter what is going on in their life. That they learn that you really are a great listener. That you are wanting to hear from them. That you do want to give them their hearts desire. That they not only speak to you in prayer but, then they learn to seek you out by reading your word. I pray this for them today. For I do know you are at the best dad they could ever have. Thank you, Father, for all you do for your children. Thank you for loving us even when the world is so hard out there. I pray that my readers talk to you today. That they seek you out before they go to anyone else. That they just seek out all that you have for them.

I love you and I thank you for all of your mercy and grace.

In Jesus name Amen!

Bible verses to lean on:Psalms 73:23-24, Hebrews 13:6,2, Corinthians 1:3-4, Philippians 4:11-3, 1, Matthew 5:11-12, John 16:24, 1 Corinthians 10:13, Zephaniah  3:17, Romans 8:38-39

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$20,000.00 and A Pretend Cup of Coffee!

Good Morning! It is one AM in Dallas, Texas. God is working while you all are sleeping however, I have been a woken to get on this computer and blog to you all. Not sure why yet. But I will just go with it Now, I need to finish making my pumpkin latte. I am going to start this blog however, even though you would never know I will stop for a minute to go get my coffee of choice this morning. I am not sure even why I am sharing with you that I am making a cup of coffee, this morning. For most mornings I have always sat here behind my computer screen and drank while typing my blog.

OH! I will be right back I just heard the latte machine beep to let me know it is done and ready for me to enjoy. I like it hot so I will be right back. Holed please…

Ok I am back, and God is good while I was in the kitchen, I Got it. Yes! OMG! I did get my yummy pumpkin latte and I took my first sip and it sure is yummier than I could have dreamed up. I want you to imagine you have one too!

Nevertheless, that is not what God showed me while I was going to get my latte. I got the message for you all. Yep! God does it again! This blog is going to be how I went on a job interview that I did not want and how I told God I was going to just have a pretend cup of coffee with these people. I would just go and have some fun on this day.

Let me set the stage for you all. For I want you all to know I did need a job. I was out of work for about 9 months and around $20,000.00 in det. The internship had ended at The Army and Air Force Exchange. This internship was the way God brought me to Texas. The Government had a major shut down. I could not even get my SSA disability check back in pay to me. Therefore, I was living on credit cards. Hence, God could care less about the government money I could get from working or from my SSA disability check. For I did need money to live on nevertheless, I must share, NEVER PUT MONEY BEFORE YOUR FAITHFULNESS OF THE LORD. Yes, I said that, and I honestly believe in God being my source and resource. God does care all about you and by letting him be your source and resource. He will make the way for you in everything. Isaiah41:13 That is why I have said God could care less on where I got my money. for when he opens a door no one can shut it the same is true for when God shuts a door no one can open it.

As I said I was out of work for 9 months and now $20,000.00 in det. Now, as it was a Saturday morning about 2 weeks before this interview and a pretend cup of coffee. I was so stressed out. I was not eating much anymore I did as I said take it to the Lord Never the less, I Got an Idea on this day to call my little brother. I knew I could also call my Dad and he would let me come back to their home. However, my sister and her family had just moved in with them and yes as my parents do have a large home. I just knew that was not where I wanted to go. My brother also lived in a part of Florida, where transportation would be readily available to someone like me. I called my brother on this Saturday morning I shared my issues with him. He said sis do not worry about anything I got your back. I will come and get you. First, do you have enough money to get you through the last 2 months of your rent? I said, YES! However, I was doing this by credit cards. He then said Teresa, just wait for your lease on that apartment to run out. So, you do not incur bad debt. I agreed Then my brother Thomas said  “I want you not to worry I will come and get you but, while you are waiting for the two months to end just go and have fun in Texas.” Just go see as much as you can before you leave that state. So, I agreed as well. I hung up the phone with my brother Then, I went in to prayer with my lord saying. Thank you god there is my answer. As I do know this story now! I can share while I was saying ok God, I got my answer for this with you using my brother. God was up in the sky laughing not in a bad way. I should have lean on Jeremiah 29:11 that day. So, let me again go back. After I did pray thanking god for my what I thought was so strongly my answer from God. I now went on a great run enjoying every bit of that run. I was not worried anymore. God had used my brother to help me this day with my problem.  Now it was not even a week later. I was at the pool at my apartment building enjoying the pool and the Texas sun. Trying to keep my Florida tan in place.  I was just laying on a pool chair. My cell phone rang. I of course answered it.

It was a lady from the SSA Disability Office. Now at first, I thought it was about my SSA disability check. I did not say anything at first about my check to her for I just listened This lady at the time was so friendly and caring. Was I wrong about that again a story for another day?

Ok she was calling me. for about a job interview with the SSA disability office. now about 6 months or a little less than that before this call I had emailed a Lady that worked in the SSA HR Regional Office. I shared with this lady in HR just in an email my resume and a little about my work. Now, when I had emailed this lady in HR. I had no clue that she saved my resume for her email back to me was just one on stating, here is how you look for a job on or with the government. She just sends me to the government website.  Now, when I had gotten this call from the lady that wanted to interview me. I was not surprised for I about 4 weeks before this lady called about this job. I had gotten a call from a lady for a job interview in a field office in another part of Texas. However, this lady was sad not to be able to interview me for I did not live close to that office. Now, I could have moved to this area. For I only had a lease for maybe at that time for 3 months however, the transportation was not readily available in that area. this lady told me that she was sad that she would not have the honor to interview me for my resume and background was amazing.  nevertheless, she would let HR know I could not work in that area of Texas.  That they needed to put me back in the pool for a job somewhere closer.

Well, I then found that number to this HR lady and we now had a talk about where I could work. That it had to be in Dallas County. She did know that I had a disability.

Now, let’s get back to that call at the pool.  the lady on the call had started to tell me about this job that she wanted to interview me for. I just listened. After she spoke about the job, I told her that I just left a job about 9months earlier and it was an internship that the AAFE. For that job only lasted for 6 months . Nevertheless, you may be thinking why you are telling her that. Well, she stated in this call that this job was only for a year. I did not want to take a job for a year I needed a permanent one. That I could not take a chance on not having a job in a year. I was having trouble getting my SSA disability back.  I could not see myself going back and forth with the SSA office on my check. meaning in pay then out of pay status. it was too hard to deal with this issue.

 She stated, “maybe it could be longer but, at this time it was for just one year.” I was not wanting to start a job that would just last a year plus God gave me the answer to what I was doing. Remember I got my answer from my brother and God. LOL, I must laugh while I am sharing with you all. for God was too, at that time. So, we talked for a while about all types of SSA stuff. Now, she pleated with me Oh please just come in for an interview I do like you. I would like to meet you. Therefore, I did tell her ok. let me go back to my apartment, for I was at the pool so I could get all her information about this interview. The time, the address, and the date of this interview. I shared that I would go visit her and the office however, I was really moving back home at this time. For this job did not give me the stability I needed.

Now, for the record let me share I never wanted to be on SSA disability. All my life I was diligently working to get off it. Hence, I had times where I needed it for my disability had made it harder to find work. So, I am thankful that the government has this in place for people that need it Still, it was not and will never be the way I want to make money. I can work, I want to work, my ability to work is high and I am very smart. This world is just a hard place for people with disabilities. Therefore, I did agree to meet with her and her staff.

Now I had gotten all the information and had hung up the phone.  I then started speaking with my God. Saying Ok God, I know the plan it is to go to my brothers’ home. Why would I take a job for a year? So, God I am going to go however, God I am just going to go have a fun time and have a pretend cup of coffee with them.

Well that morning came. As I was getting ready, I was speaking with God saying, ” Ok God, make this day a fun one with these people it is just a cup of coffee day.”

At this point, I now am on my way to this interview. My ride had me there about 45 minutes earlier then I wanted to be however, that was fine with me. I never like to be late for anything. For I would rather be early then late to anything. So, I got there and greeted by a few guards at the door. For this was not surprising to me an all government offices have security.  At some of them you are not welcome in less someone from that office has invited you there.  I told the security, that I did have a meeting with a staff member. They looked on a list that they had. It did confirm it. Then, security called the area that I had a meeting to let them know I was there. Next, the guard brought me to where the meeting was at.

Now, I was in front of this lady’s office. She was at her desk. She stood up and shook my hand.  As I was early, before I could say anything about being early. She smiled and said, I am so glad you are45 minutes early. I just hung up with my boss. I now have a meeting. that would have not let me be able to interview you for the whole time. She then asked me if we could start the meeting in 10 minutes.” I then stated, “sure, I am hear, for you. So, that is fine with me.

She did say because of this there was not going to be a full staff to be in my interview there was supposed to be four in on this panel. I shared, it was ok with me if it was ok with her staff and anyone that needed to know about this process. I also want to share currently I was thinking I do not really care for I am just going to have a pretend cup of coffee with these people. it was just for fun.  I knew Gods Plan (was I so wrong about Gods plan)

Now, she takes me to a large room and tells me she will be back in a minute or two. She needed to get the other staff member that was going to be in the interview and her folder to be able to get this interview going. I just smiled and said, “you go right ahead and do whatever you need to I am just going to sit here and wait for you all.” ” I am good.”  I was not nervous or worried at all.  Remember, I was not looking to get this job. Now I have to say the other person that came into the room for the interview was a nicely built guy he had a great smile. He totally is a good man of God for sure. now we started the interview they asked question after question. At some  point in this interview I shared that I was a believer in Jesus Christ and before we went any farther I needed them to know if I could not speak about my lord and savior it was not going to work for me. Now, I still knew I was not taking this job for god showed me another plan. However, I did want to be kind and meet this lady as she wanted to meet me to.  Ok so we are just having a great time. God is just having me answer all these questions with no problem. this interview was so different than the one I had with The Army and Air force. I could not believe it myself. I did let them share all about this job. Well. low and be hold the lady that invited me to this interview started telling me how. This government job had a lot of potential in the way of overtime and it gave overtime with time and a half. Now the overtime could be as much as 10 to 15 hours a week Now, I did think to myself wait did I hear her correctly really Our president at this time was President Obama. I just heard him on the TV saying we are in a deficit. The government had just opened back up from a shut down. Now, really this lady is saying Overtime where is the government getting this money from. Nevertheless, it was a showstopper

ok now let me tell you my questions started coming from a different limelight. I started asking questions like wait how long is this job for? How long until I could start overtime if I took this job? now I had asked a lot more questions about this over time but, let me share. What was now going on in my head with my Lord and savior.

 Yes, now just know you may think this is crazy however, I know my god. For the most part. I said this because as I am going to share. the change in my questions and thoughts on what happen at that table. Remember I thought I knew the plans God had for me at the time of this interview. I was so wrong however let me continue ok so. Suddenly as I was asking my loaded questions about overtime and time and a half. God hit me in the back of my head saying you got this Teresa. Now I did not mean God saying I got it as I was better than anyone else. Here were my thoughts as these two people were talking to me.

I knew I was $20,000.00 in det. I know I could work this overtime for if it were offered to me, I had no family here so I could work all that they had to offer. I really was living with in my means very much with not having a job for 9 months. My apartment had changed once I had lost that internship at the AAFE. Meaning I moved into a small one. I could get out of debt in or try to get out of debt for this one year of a job. I said in my head Yes God I hear you. So, I did know that I was a hard worker and that I also was a great bill payer meaning I could get out of this debt. Here is where I am different from others.

I did and do believe that God would be the one to get me out of this debt. I do know the Bible says That God will supply all my needs Mathew 6:25. That I am supposed to be a lender and not a borrower .Luke 6:34-35 I have gotten out of debt before. So, I know my God was working this out. He knew when I started using credit cards that I was a good steward of my money. That I could be in trusted with using credit cards.

I just knew for at this time, that I had a $20,000.00 debt. Now these two people are telling me that I have a job for a year and I can be offered this much overtime so, now I am saying ok God I do not really know your plan and that is ok lord. I really should not have put you in a box for your plans really are not my plans. Yes, I did really know your way is not my way. I have been on this earth for about 43 years before this interview, so God let me stop and lets God Go! i should have realy held on to the verse Isaiah41:13.

Ok as I was talking to these people about the job, they had no idea what was going on in my head with God. So, after I asked all my loaded questions, and they would just not really understand why a new person would ask all these questions in an interview. For the lady that was in this interview did say years later Teresa’s Interview was not like any other interview I had ever done. Because my questions had changed for, I wanted to know other things about this job. God had hit me on the back of my head. In my head God was shouting tell them you will take it and trust in me.

So, as this story is long, and I do need to wrap it up. I did get the job and in less than one-year I was debt free. Yes, God did it again!  there is much more of this story however, I will share more another day.

Please know that God is always working no matter what life brings your way. This is just one of many stories about how God has been working in my life. He is or does want to work it out for you as well. Please, just learn to trust in him and not the world. If he is doing this for me. I know his plans for you are great too. He does promise to take care of his children.

Please come back to hear more stories of how God is working in my life for his Glory! Just know I am praying for you always! He is truly the ANSWER TO ALL OF YOUR LIFE ISSUES!

I also currently am writing a book about my life and how God is the Glory of it all.  My journey of life is truly a leap of faith with God in the pilot seat. I pray that you all will keep me in prayer as I take this next leap of faith with my book. I pray that my stories teach you that there is truly a Heavenly Father that loves and wants to do for you. That you learn to take a leap of faith and follow him. (Jesus Christ)

Fighting For Us!

Ok, it is about 1:30 am in the morning. I slept little tonight nevertheless; I want to share again God is on fire in my soul. I did not think I would do this tonight. Get on my blog and type to you all however, I just must share with you all. You never know when God is going to have you help one of his children. I just was calling to get my iPhone fixed. The new upgrade. It always has kinks when a software update is given. More so for me because of my special needs (blindness). Anyways it was just like any other time I call in that is what I thought would be. Well, it was not God had me speak about him and his son. I will not share the story that I got into with the fine gentlemen. For that is private nevertheless, I just want to share. Other things about this call. I am now praying for his family and they will be ok. It is not because I say they will be ok. It is because God says that. I want to share that I prayed for his family right after I hung up with this fine gentleman. I felt the spirit so much I asked my Echo device to play some Anthony Evans for if you do not know. He is one of my favorite singers. Well, the first song that came on is called HE is fighting for us! At this time, I am playing it over and over So, as you read this you may want to play this song too. I know you all may not know this. I do not find it to be odd that I have a conversation with anyone that I meet about God. I just have learned to not put my God behind any bush. I never push the subject. There is always something that leads me to speak about the goodness of God. I always start in to a I am not trying to push my faith on you, or I am not sure where your faith is with God. However, can I share something. I truly little get a NO thanks! Well, tonight was just one of those days. At this time, I have come on here to just let anyone know that God is a Good God. Just like Anthony is singing he is fighting for us. Know this world is just that a hard and cruel one. Yes, God created it. Yes, if you do believe in him you are a child of his. However, he says in his word. We are not promised an easy life here on earth. He if you look in the Bible pretty much read anywhere in all the books of the bible; they are having troubles. Yet, he shows if we just trust in him God and his son Jesus. Are trials maybe hard however Joy comes at the end. I know sometimes our trials are so hard and we want joy Now. Did you know you should have that Joy in your trouble as well? Yes! I know some of you may be saying that is too hard. I do hear you. There are days I do say, Really God how can I find Joy today. I as I write this to you, I am writing this to myself. I can only say hold on to the words of Jesus Christ and God. I do not know what you are going through at this time but what I do know is God is fighting for us, please, understand you may say you need answers to all of your fighting questions as I do too. Well, I have the answer for it all. Yes! I found it for all of us. I know this is not a surprise for some of us. I have the play book for life. Yes! You do too! I just need you to take 5 minutes a day and find out how this life is going to be. I know it is hard to understand at times. Still, start today, I cannot promise an easier life but, I can promise that you will have all the promises you need to fall on when times are hard. Really you need to go to it all the time. It is your bible it has all the answers you will ever need. I do not know why God has you in the period of life he has you currently but, I do no if you just spend a little time with him. In prayer and reading his word. Just give 5 minutes of your 24-hour day. I will not tell you that life will be all roses. Hence, what I will share is you will have a joy and peace that you have never had before. that 5 minutes that you spend with Him will turn into time that you will not want to stop. Yes, at first that 5 minutes may be the hardest thing you ever do. Nevertheless, I do believe if you start there and really talk to him God – Jesus Christ. He will have your life change again; your struggles may not get easier because we are in a fallen world. Yet, God will show up for you every time. I do know for me he is my source and my resource. Yes! My life is not easy at all. however, I do know it is a battle that I will keep on fighting. For I do know again, as Anthony Evans is singing God is fighting for us. God does not back down. We just need to see that he is in control and if you are a believer in Jesus Christ. There is a greater thing that we need to look for and that is Gods Grace. That with his Grace we have a lifetime of goodness. He knows we will struggle here on earth for, he does let the devil Rome here. Yet, you need to know it is not the worldly things that you need it is the long and everlasting life you want to make sure is secure. If you follow his will and asking for his will in life, I do believe your journey will be more bearable on earth, Dear Heavenly Father, Thank you for your fighting spirit for us. I know that you love all your children. Yes! You will never back down for us. I do know we need to seek you out more that we do. So, today as I pray to you and write this blog. I hope that all my readers seek your word out for it is exactly right there. The bible is the answer to all with our unending conversation to you in prayer. I thank you that you will give unending peace to your children no matter what they are going through. Tonight, I want to pray for my new friend in Christ. I do know he does know you even before I spoke to him. I just believe tonight you needed a new friend to come into his life to get some comfort for his family. I pray for his whole family wife and children that they are tonight, and every night know that your joy comes in the morning and that they get the peace that only you can give. That life is always the choice they hole on to. For as I do know when we lose a loved one it is harder for the ones that are here. Again, I know that you will give the peace that they need from my words to your ears. Thank you for the love that you give all your children. I do know as I am praying our love ones are with you as well. Just sending down love our way. Life is just something we just must be thankful for and know your grace will get us through it all. I also want to pray for anyone that is readding this and struggling. That they pick up their bible so they can see all your goodness and promises for there life. I love you! God, can you do me a favor as well can you give a hug to all the children and parents today up there for us. Since, we cannot anymore. I know this may sound silly God. Not to you but to some people that pray to you. That I ask you that today but as you know my heavenly Father, I do speak to you just like you are my friend here on earth. Thank you for letting me be your daughter and have that relationship with you. I also pray as people read my talk with you. They see they can talk to you about anything all day long. I thank you in advance for the peace you are going or are giving to my readers. Today and always. In Jesus name Amen!

Yesterday Was A Month! My Dad’s Gift To You!

Today, I am writing this for my Earthly dad. Who I miss and love so much! No matter what the road brought our way. Today I need to tell you all that my dad is in heaven with his earthly dad and his heavenly dad. I know I will see him again. My heavenly father promises me that. Today my dad is now in heaven for one month. I can say I am proud to say he is there. Nevertheless, I miss him so much. The tears are running down my face as I write this to you all today. He left this earth on August 13, 2020 around 3or 3:30am. No one is totally sure about the time for as I do hate this so much, but I need to share we all were sleeping in the house. When God finally took him home. No hospice nurse stayed. Yes, did I know his days were almost here. Yes! I did share what I saw with my sisters and brothers. On the 12th of August. I was sitting with him when his breath changed it was about 4:30pm that afternoon. I can remember it very clearly. I came out of my parent’s room. Saying what time is it. Someone answered my call. It is now 4:30pm. I walked back into my parent’s room. Thinking ok yes, the nurse Is coming soon. Should I share with my brothers and sisters what I now knew. I really fought with my soul only because my brother and sisters were not wanting to hear anything I was saying. I will never understand what happen with them.

I also always thought we were so close. Nevertheless, God was in my spirit saying, “share this with them.” I first looked at my dad saying my good-byes. Telling him that I did love him and thank you for sharing the Good News of God with me. Before I go on with what happen at that point. Let me share God was working on my heart. To show me a lot of what he was going to do after my dad did pass. He showed me that I needed to now let my Dad Go to heaven and let him finish his work on me and in me. He did God knew; how much I did still go to my earthly dad to be taught his word. I do believe now it is time for me to grow in the Lord with just him and myself. So, I did have a lot of time with my dad and god in the room with God just showing up and speaking with me.

I will tell this story another day. For now, let’s Go back to my dad’s breath changing and me saying Good -bye and that I will always love him. I said one more thing before I shared what I heard. I told my earthly dad I would make him proud that I was going to do whatever the lord wanted to do with me in honoring God and his son. That I did know that God has a plan for my life and at this point God showed it to me. Yes! I am still not totally sure, but I will seek God out for his will for my life. I do believe this is also why I need now more than ever to share my life story with the world.

Now, I left the room calling for my brother Thomas for my sister Gina was being so mean to me. I still do not understand why. I must share I Love all my brothers and sisters so very much. I would do anything for them. I was and am so proud of my sister Gina for standing up and helping my family when my dad needed so much help. However, I just know I feel like I was a threat to her. I could not help the way she did. For my failing sight would not let me. I could barely help myself in my parent’s home. Now let me share as I was telling them what I did hear they just pushed my words to the side. Telling me the nurse would be there soon. Which when God was letting me know in my spirit. I did say well why should I share this the nurse is going to be here soon and share this with them. I am sure. But as I said the spirit told me just tell them. So, I listened.  My sister Gina spoke up and she said, “YES! I Know what is happening” Yet, I really did know they did not.

Well, the nurse came. I decided to stay in my room. My brother Thomas came and told me the nurse was there. I told him Thanks, but I did not want to cause anymore issues. So, let the nurse tell them what I did know.

I could not believe my brother came back in the room to tell me the nurse was leaving. That my dad had less then 24 to 48 hours left. Now, I did know that my dad did have less then that time frame. What I could not believe is that the nurse was just leaving.

I told my brother what she is leaving, Really! He pretty much told me they could handle it. I said Ok if you all think so. Now I because I was not getting along with my sister Gina. I knew I just needed to stay in my room. I did share with my brother PLEASE! PLEASSE! Make sure someone sits with him for the rest of the day and night. I do not believe they took me seriously. I wanted so bad to go in my parent’s room and sit with him until his passing but at that time. I wanted his death to be so peaceful. I did not want to fight with my sister. So, I do believe that is why God had me say my good-byes. At that time. I could hear everyone in the house just not really being with my dad. They did not take it serious at all. I just started praying to God letting him know I wanted to help, but I did not want the strife in the home. I prayed to God that I just please wanted to hear from my mother. If I was correct. I would just listen for my mother to speak out. For if he did pass as I did have share, I would Go to be with her. I felt like I really needed to be by her side. Now, I must share my mom is sick with by-polar. I did see her change with in her by-polar during my dad’s death. I know that yes this is a hard time for anyone but, as I have learned by-polar is a hard sickness. She has never really been ok. She is not under doctor’s care correctly. So, I knew I just wanted to be there for her.

A day or two before my dad did pass. He did say to me. “You know your mother is not understanding this.” “She will have more trouble.” I could not believe my dad was barely speaking at this point. Yet why would he share this with me at this point. I do believe God shows up to let us know things at times. Help your mother. I promised I would. However, a day later or may be hours later that day. I had to go in the room and let my dad know. I could not promise anything to him. I saw a sight in my brothers and sisters that would not let me do so. He did not say anything at this point. I just know he turned his head and reached up for my hand. As I was crying and saying I was sorry for that. No words at all came from him by this time. Ok, so the night was long. I did sleep for the most part. I did wake up around 3 A.M. However, for that is not a surprise nor can I say I knew that he was taking his last breath at that time. For I get up a lot at 3am in the morning. I just started praying to God again. Falling back to sleep until I Yes! Yes! God did it He let me hear my mother’s cries. I jumped out of bed. Ran to her. My sister was on the phone with my older brother. I really wonder if they were going to let me know. However, it does not matter God let me hear my mother’s cry. I went over to her and Hugged her. Just letting her know God had him now He my dad is living for ever in heaven now. He my dad did love her, and that God would not let anything bad happen to her. She was just in tears. Yes, she did hear me however, she just could not believe he was gone. I just loved on her. Let me share I am not close to my mother at all. I have tried all my life. Her sickness never let us get close. Nevertheless, I will always love and want to help her.

After I made sure she was ok. I went back into my room. I just needed to be alone with God. Then I shared with all my friends and family This message via Text.

” Good morning to all! Today is August 13, and as we are all sad here on earth. I must share my father, Anthony Guffanti. Is now in heaven. He is with the Lord of lords, the king of kings. yes! He is peaceful. He is in heaven. He has no more pain. He is not struggling anymore. His race is finished. He’s been called back home to be with the Lord his real father our Heavenly King so, today I ask you to please smile and as you think along the day. Just smile because God has got him. He is now looking down at us saying, I can’t wait till my family and friends can be up here because WOW! It’s amazing.”

 I can only imagine that’s what he is saying because he’s read the Bible for so many years. He’s now seeing it all and when we will all be up there soon. so, as it is sad for the Guffanti family. I need all of you to know he’s in heaven with The Lord of Lords and the King of Kings. He’s up there with Jesus. Romans, (8:28), It’s true! Glorify God today for e is there. He is with us I hope this brings happiness and joy to all for, it is a sad day, but he is finally healed and Home with the Lord”

Well after I shared that message. I went back out to be with my family. Most of them were out on the patio. I opened the door to the patio. Saying to, “them I want to speak at my dad’s funeral.” I am, I was saying this to my youngest brother. I was thinking really God. I am going to do that “SPEAK”. I just knew I needed to listen to the Lord. For he was speaking to me so much within the days before. That I just needed to listen. So, my brother said, “that is ok.” However, I never got to speak at his funeral my brothers and sisters made it so hard for me to stay in Florida. Again, a story for another day.

After I told my brother I wanted to speak. I then took my phone and saw that no one was in the room with my dad. That really was only a shell of a body at that point. Hence, I went into the room and here is what I did.

I started playing Raise a hallelujah! By my pastor’s son, Anthony Evans. I played it loud. As I walked in the room where my dad body was. I started to pray praise and worship to my Heavenly Father. It was more of a thank you to the Lord for all the time I had with my dad. I was lifting my thanks to the lord for healing him. Letting him be his son because we are saved by grace. It is a gift from God. All I was doing was up lifting my dad’s homecoming back to the lord. As the song says Raise A hallelujah

My family came in the house because they heard the music and heard their oldest sister going off.  I am not sure what they thought. I just know I needed to say a prayer and thank God for bringing him home. Where he will be alive forever.

So, today as it has been a month and I miss him. I know I will see him. Again, I know this for sure because I do believe in Jesus Christ. I know God sent his son to save the world from all the sins of the world. God’s word tells us this in John (3:16).

I am praying that if you do not know God and what he did for you and me by sending his son here. You seek him out The Lord that is. Pleas not only make sure you get right with your life. You seek out the Lord and learn what he has done for you. That we could not do it for ourselves. So, God shows us in The Bible how he made a way for you and me to live forever.

As I write this to honor my dad. I know he would want you to see what I write as a Good thing.  My dad would want you to not take his homecoming as a bad thing but, his daughters’ story-blog. For you to seek out your heavenly Father. Know that the best thing you and I could learn from my dad’s (homecoming) is. Get to know who Jesus Christ is.  I pray God gives you the gift of knowing his son.

If you are not a believer in Jesus Christ. I know this does not make sense to you. Nevertheless, please get a bible, read it. Seek out Gods word and his son. Now if this makes you want to say WOW! I want to know this Jesus Christ. For I want to live forever, Pray this prayer with me.

Dear heavenly Father,

Yes, I want to learn about your son. I do believe that I am a sinner saved by grace. That you sent your son to give us everlasting life I want to learn and change my life to serve you all the days of the rest of my life. I pray I can decrease in my life so your son can increase in me.  Thank you, father for giving me the gift of grace.

In Jesus name amen!

Now if you did pray this! Pleas let me be the first to Welcome you into Gods kingdom forever. If you are saying now what

I will share with you there are four things I want you to do.

  1. Get a bible the NASB is a good one
  2. Talk to God – Jesus in prayer every day. Asking him to help you in reading is word. And showing up for with you in this new walk of life.
  3. Find a good bible-based church
  4. There is a book that my pastor has written called Life Essentials for knowing God better experiencing God deeper loving God more by Dr Tony Evans.  Get a copy of this book it will surely help you in your New walk with the Lord.

Now if you really want you can plug in to my church Oak Cliff Bible Fellowship. He Tony Evans my pastor is online a lot look the church up via Facebook or YouTube. If you want, you can even look for the class that is call spiritual growth. Dr Tony Evans and OCBF. Has a class that is really for members however, you can email them and ask to be added to one of these classes. I know it will change your walk with the Lord forever.

Thank you for reading my blog. Please like this or comment if you prayed that prayer today. I would love to send a prayer up for you as well.

Who The Son Sets Free Is Free Indeed!

Bring your shackles. Bring your stresses of life. Bring your troubles for the world. Bring your sadness. Bring your passion. Bring your treasures. Bring it all to him. Yes, take it to him. He (Jesus) cares for you. Even if you have just a mustard seed of faith. I can tell you that you need to bring it all to Jesus and trust he will move mountains for you and me. He can take it all. He has already taken up the cross for you and me. Give it all up to him. It is time to get ready for the revival. Jesus Christ the king of kings is, coming soon. Just know Jesus is for you and not against you. Give him the Glory no matter what you are facing. Bring it to his feet. God has given his son for you and me. Do it today please do not wait to come to him. Believe God loves you no matter what your physical challenges are. I can only share what I know from the Bible God’s word. He can not lie. His word is alive and active more today then ever. As this world is in a crisis. It is a world Crisis. Just know God is controlling it all. The Government is a part of this world. However, if you are a believer you know that we are in this world but, we are not of this world. We know that God has it all. Yes, because we are a part of the world, we need to follow rules and the law. God wants us to not turn on each other. He just wants us to seek, him out. Today more them ever. Look for his everlasting love. Bring your burdens to the throne. Trust what you cannot see. Faith is walking without sight. Jesus will not stop the troubles of this world. They must happen for his Glory to come. However, if you and everyone around us. Would just look up to him. His mercy will be new. God wants the best for all. That is why he put his own son on the cross. When in the Old Testament we could not follow the law that he gave. He loved and still loves us so much that he Put his son on the cross. God made his perfect son. Suffer for our sins. He knew no one else could take the burdens (sins) of the world. Sit with God today! I know I have troubles of my own today. However, I want to let you know that I do believe God is working. No matter what.  Believe me today my heart is breaking. My dad is not perfect at all. I have my troubles in my family. As we all do. I at this time I cannot go home. I do not drive. Believe me if I did, I would be on the road on the way home to my family. For my dad is extremely sick. He is dying. Yes, he is dying. Thank God no matter how much he is in pain and suffering. No matter how there is no cure for his cancer. No matter how he is crying out for help.  I want you to know HE is giving God and Jesus his son The Glory for it all. The devil I believe is trying to work in his head currently. With all of his pain

I say this because I am not sure what he is hearing in his head. But I am told he is speaking out to God. I am told by my sisters and brother. He just wants prayer as we are in the room with him. As they pray with and over him. There is a peace that over comes him.

Now there may be one of you reading this saying if it is that bad. Then where is your God Now! Believe me he (GOD) is alive and well in that room. We just need to praise God. For I am believing that Jesus loves us so much even in our pain. Currently, the devil is just trying to play with my dad. He is thinking just like you. However, to me and my family this is more of a testimony about how one knows Gods Word and knows to stand on it even more. He my dad is again not perfect. But he is saved and a child of God. No matter what. He has always stood on God’s word. I know this is not fair to see someone you love to be in this much pain. I do not like it at all. Not one bit. However, God is a good God. I have seen God work in so many ways. For he is a way maker. I do believe his will is being done with my dad. I say this because it is amazing to watch someone be in so much pain. And still give love, honor, and Glory to his maker. I have been on the phone with him days and weeks before this. I have had bible talks with him. It is amazing to here him. Keep on sharing the word with me. He does know he has made a lot of sins in this world. For that is not for you and me to judge. For we all have sins. He knows Jesus died for him. I just love how we just talk about the goodness of the Lord.  I do believe even through this time of hard ship. I will turn this time of sadness into a God (Glory story). I see it in a man that is not perfect at all. I watched this man (my dad) love the lord all of his life. I cannot remember a time that he was not sharing the word with someone. So even through this time of hard ship. It shows the power of having faith in The Lord. I do think this is also a lesson for all. What I mean by this is while he is in pain. He also is praising the Lord with his words back to him. So, as I hear and know this what it teaches me is GO SEAK JESUS OUT! GO READ HIS WORD! For when the times get hard. For you do not know how you will leave this earth. IF it will be a painful one like my dad’s. What I can tell you is if you know his word. Then you can put on the armer of God. It is the hardest thing to watch. Watching someone you love to suffer and know there is not one thing you can do. However, my family is doing something. Giving a Hallelujah to The King of Kings! The lord of Lords! The Alpha and the Omega! To Jehovah Gyri! The Messiah! Jesus Christ our Lord and savior! that through it all we will always serve the Lord! Yes! It is hard but it is the truth. God has my dad and all of my family in the palm of his hands. The devil has no place in That home in that family. My brothers and sisters and I are awfully close however, this struggle is allowing us to get even closer. Not only with each other but with Jesus Christ our Lord.

As I write this story today about my dad and my family and the love we have for the Lord. I pray you see it is a story for you to go seek the Lord out. Do not go one more day without giving him Jesus Christ! The Glory for all things. I pray that for you today.

Dear heavenly Father,

I com boldly to your throne. Currently, the Guffanti Family is struggling watching their Father suffer however, I pray that my story that I blog today shows my readers. That no family is perfect. No one will escape the troubles of life. Even during death. But the love you have for your children is endless. Especially, when no matter what is going on, we seek you out. That we first get saved by knowing that your son did die for our sins. Then starting and having a personal relationship with you and your son. Again, we do not become perfect after that but, we try to be more like your son Jesus Christ.  I do know as this is a hard time, I will always Glorify you in the mists of it all. I will see my dad again. Where there is no pain and suffering. There is peace soon for all your children. I just hope this message of hardship if it hits one person. To seek you out then I feel it was just what needed to happen. to bring that person to you. For them to be in your kingdom for the rest of their life.

Please let your will be done with my dad. For I do know you are working better then we could ever do. Even in his suffering.  I do know He loves you (my dad). We thank you for your mercy, and that it is new every day. That also know that you gave us the gift of grace. That we have your word during the good and bad times to stand on.  I do love you. Please Father when you are ready take him home Lord. I will miss him, but I am honored to know I will be there soon. Please stop his suffering for he loves you! We give you the Glory for all that we are going through. Please give my mother the strength to be ok after his passing. For we are not a perfect family however, we will serve you all of the days of our lives. I love you Lord! Thank you for your son. Yes! Who the Son Sets Free Is Free Indeed! Thank you 😊


In your son’s name Jesus Christ, we pray Amen!

I leave you today with this bible verse from Jeremiah 29:11-14

11 For I know the plans I have for you”—this is the Lord’s declaration— “plans for your well-being, not for disaster, to give you a future and a hope. 12 You will call to me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. 13 You will seek me and find me when you search for me with all your heart. 14 I will be found by you”—this is the Lord’s declaration—“and I will restore your fortunes[a] and gather you from all the nations and places where I banished you”—this is the Lord’s declaration. “I will restore you to the place from which I deported you.”